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Happy Birthday.

Monday, September 29, 2008,6:03 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEE NIE <3>

Love you lots. xoxo

(:
Just came back from boon's house.
The surprising part kind of work.
Quee nie was, kinda surprised?
Anyway, after surprising her, we went to McD.
We order a table of stuffs.
Boonie went to buy or take something i guess?
And the friggin waiter took the tray --the one with boonie's fillet o'fish in it [ uneaten ]-- and dump it into the disposal bin.
Along with the receipt, which, coincidentally, in that tray.
Oh my god.
She hasn't even eaten it yet.
And the waiter just took it without asking.
ROFL.
But i guess he took it because the whole tray was like, piled up of rubbish.
And the poor fillet o'fish was below everything.
So, boonie end up eating nuggets and fries.
Well, the fun part was the cake, though.
We practically ruin the whole cake.
From a perfect-formed moist chocolate cake to a totally retarded one.
Was a pity i didn't take the picture of the perfect formed cake to compare.
You know, we won several weird glances from other tables.
And i thought i caught them saying something about the 'cake'.
That was so funny.
Here, have a look.

And we make a huge mess of the table too.

But anyway, good children like we are, we helped to clean up a bit before heading to boonie's home.
Of course, we did not finish the cake.
It's so big.
And its retarded.
Oh yeah, i nearly forgot.
Vian, she did a more disgusting thing.
She took some cake with the fork and put it in the chili sauce.
And put two candles on it.
AND added the nugget's BBQ sauce.
AND poured some coke.
OMG.
That was totally disgusting, having Sean complaining that he wanted to puke.
But it was kinda fun. [ the cake part ]
Anyway, then we went back to boonie's home and slack.
Played the k box but no one sang it with mics.
Everyone was like, doing their own stuff?
Whatever.
Anyway, around 5.30 mum came and fetch me home.
Awesome party, minus the slacking part. (:

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Done nothing.

Saturday, September 27, 2008,7:17 PM

God i'm so awful.
I said i was going to study this holiday, ain't i?
But did i?
Obviously it's a big, fat, NO.
Well i was practically tuitioning the whole day and feeling sorry for not able to go for the gathering.
So when i came home i decided to give myself a little break.
Just a little one, i promised.
OH MY GOD.
Look at the friggin time now.
It's more than little already.
I've been sitting here for more than two hours.
Damnit.
When can i start studying?
Tomorrow? I wana go shopping.
Monday? i wana go friend's home.
Tuesday? I have loads of tuition scheduled.
Wednesday? I think it's that day.
But if i start studying on wednesday, i won't have enough time.
Damn, what should i do?
Having a big headache just by planning the schedule.
Fuuck.

P.S Fun fun: [ if you're, by any chance, looking ]Hello?? It's your fault i got tuition on tuesday!
P.S Chocolate: Mirotic! I want it! Pleease?
* Thom: What did you just said?
Demon: Get me mirotic?
Thom: No. The last word.
Demon: I don't know. "Please"?
Thom: * eyes wide in alarm * Are you alright? Do you want me to ask for Pete Taylor?
Demon: No way. He's the bone collector, you know. *
ROFLMAO.

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The beginning of holiday.

Friday, September 26, 2008,9:05 PM

Yay, it's holiday.
But it's not even a happy holiday.
What do i do on holidays, they asked.
Well, isn't it obvious?
I'm gona study.
As in, really study.
3rd term exam is coming and i wana maintain my frickin results.
I doubt i can finish studying every subject this holiday, though.
But i guess i'll do as much as i can.
Anyways, tomorrow's a saturday.
I'm sorry that i can't attend your gathering, russ.
You know, tuitions.
I'll probably be busy the whole day.
Tuitioning.
God, how it sucks.

P.S Chocolate: Hey, don't you just think me and baby suits very well? We've got the couple face!
P.P.S Baby: Listen, for the good and bad parent role, i'll take the bad one.
[ And snap photos of you loving our juniors ]
Oh. And we'll have 20 of them.
(:

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Plain boredom.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008,6:31 PM

I'm seriously bored and annoyed, like usual.
I was anticipating for the computer when i got home from school.
I get high when i on it.
But i felt bored after it.
What is this?
I checked mails, blogs, friendster...
And found that i have nothing left to do with this computer.
Except watching videos of my beloved. <3
I guess i finish all the projects, so that left me zero stuff to complete.
Oh, kinda stressed out too.
There's science test tomorrow, and geo test the day after.
Just finished revising science, merely flipping it through.
But geo, oh my god, GEO.
Guess what?
I read the wrong chapter.
Fuck.
We were suppose to have a test for chapter 13, but i mistaken it and read chapter 12 instead.
Oh my fuck.
I finished studying on Tuesday and felt all relaxed about it.
Until today when our dear dear geo teacher remind us that it's chapter-friggin-13.
Well, what more can i do?
I have to re-read chapter 13.
Oh my god.
Plus it's kinda hard.
Stuffs to memorize.
I seriously stressed-out.
Ugh. Chocolate'll have a fit if i kept asking her geo stuff that i don't understand.
But i'm still gona ask anyway. (:

P.S To Chocolate: Brace yourself for a heap of geo questions.
P.P.S Charmaine: HAHA. You have to re-read chapter 13 too. ;D
P.P.P.S To Baby Hero: i <3 you

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uh, LOL?

Sunday, September 21, 2008,5:09 PM

I don't get why you wana make a big deal out of this.
LOL-ing the whole day.
Anyway, finished my civic scrap book (:
And now i'm freaking about some dramas =]

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Misson succeeded.

Saturday, September 20, 2008,6:16 PM

Well, at least some people are conscious about what they did.
Am i too sensitive about it?
Whateva, i was just finding someone to scold.
And you're a perfect victim. (:
Anyway, got something to say.

To you [ obviously it's you ]:
Excuse me?
Don't be so sensitive alright.
You're not the one who scold her, i did.
So why are you feeling guilty when i'm not even at the edge of it?
I did not apologize and i'm never going to, but you did.
What's it for anyway?
You didn't even do anything wrong.
If she can't be more self-conscious, then go to hell.
What's the point of being so polite in life?
And it's already very good i did not scold her right in her face.
No offence, just wana fill up the space in my blog.
Plus the chatbox is too small to fit everything in. (:

Btw, had another bored day today.
But dear dear brian and bill bill are so cute!
Love them lots <3

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Ah, bitch.

Friday, September 19, 2008,5:34 PM

If you look at the right side of my profile, at the introductions [ under 'that lady' ] you'll see:

19th July 1995, a historical day when Satan freed its friend to the world of Homo Sapiens. The demon, borned purely female, is cold-blooded, evil, soulless, undead , creepy or simple said, heartless. Still,she is fascinated by some things in this world, such as lollipops, chocolates and hotties. She is fairly kind enough to give anyone a warning here: She may look kind in her appearance, please be on full alert and DO NOT let your guards down and watch your backs when you're with her. Okay, she's partially innocuous, but just so you know,she'd completed backstabbing and mental torturing courses from Satan, and get a full distinction at it. After all these brief introductions,she believes that you had prepare a shield to brace yourself,isn't it? Here, she wants to share tit-bits of her life with whoever who even bother to visit here. Now,she officially welcome you to---her wonderful world of undead.

Well, it's very cool, isn't it?
Very creative i guess.
Until the point that someone just copy the whole thing and just friggin edited the birth date.
Ops, pardon my french.
Not copy, since she did change the birth date, plus i did not put copyrights.
But what's it called?
Uncreative, i suppose.
Yeah, exactly.

Hey, bitch.
You're soo uncreative.
You can't even use your tiny-weeny-mini-micro-nano brain to think of something to put in your frickin' ass blog.
It's okay if you want to take some ideas from me, i don't mind.
But to copy [ ops, i mean, take ] the whole thing?
And just change the frigging birth date and make it sounds like yours?
I would say, that's very bitchy of you.
And it's soo obvious that you wrote what i wrote.
Want proves?
Ask my friends, FGS.
I can't believe it.
Do you have a face at all?
Won't you feel at least, embarrassed?
Or all your friends admire you and think that everything you wrote is cool? Nice?
Is it so fun to let people admire you for what you did NOT do?
Bloody faker.
Or what do you want me to call you?
What else do you prefer?
Slut, whore, old hag, fagtard, cumtart, asshole, jackass, dumbass, motherass, mad cow, cunt, bollocks, motherfucker, asswipe, asslicker, blowjob freak, buttfucker, clit, coochie, cumbubble, dickhead, dumbfuck, dyke, faggot, fuckwit, lesbo, muff, mcfagget, punta, queef, shitface, thundercunt, twatlips, bloody bitch?
Which one do you like?
I think all of it suits you, though.
And, don't say i insulted you.
You did it first, by spoiling my image/reputation. [ ROFLMAO? ]
And i am already being polite.
You won't want to know how rude can i be.
So for fuck's sake if you still don't get it:
Use you brain to think of something nicer instead of just writing people's complete idea.
BITCH.

P.S For everyone's information, she's:
nothing separate friends something something blog.
[ see? i'm even respecting you for not putting your blogspot ]
Who wants to know, you can consult me (:
I think she'll appreciate everyone's visit to her bloggie and look at her very "creative" introduction.
Btw, i don't even know her.

P.P.S I am thinking of "talking" to her in her blog, but i can't see any shoutbox or whatsoever.
So, whoever knows her friendster or knows how can i "talk" to her, please kindly inform me.
Thank you. (:

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What's this?

Wednesday, September 17, 2008,7:35 PM

I don't get myself anymore.
I don't blame you, really.
But just, you know, disappointed.
It's normal to be disappointed, isn't it?
It's always like this.
It had never changed.
Never.
Not even altered a little.
I've never complained.
Or did i?
Maybe, but of course, it's just inside my heart.
How would i dare to speak it out?
I'll be categorized as childish if i do.
I was always thinking, from your point of view.
Maybe to you it's nothing.
Maybe you don't give a damn.
If i am you, maybe i'll do the same?
I acted like i didn't care.
I acted like i don't mind.
I acted like it's no big deal.
Truth is, i care.
I really care, a lot.
But everything is different.
Seriously, i don't know anything anymore.

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Fuck Fuck Fuck.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008,7:14 PM

Sorry.
Let me crap again to myself.
Just ignore it.
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Omg?
Omfg?
What the fuck?
What should i say now?
Fuck. Why?
Okay, maybe i'm just scaring the hell out of myself.
Maybe it's nothing.
Maybe my instincts got wrong or something.
But it's like, i think the whole thing is my fault.
What if they found out?
Just thinking about it gave me headache.
Hope they get it sorted soon.
But even if it's sorted, it'll still be there.
And here i am, feeling guilty over nothing.
It's none of my friggin business.
None.
I never had gave a damn.
But now it's a mess.
And it's like, i'm included in it.
Ima bitch.
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Back from the brain-storm.
Anyway, i'm not gona update anything about the mooncake festival.
Why, you ask?
Just because i'm lazy.
If you really wana know, visit chocolate's bloggie.
[ Link at ' Sweetest Escape '. ]

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Another ransom post.

Monday, September 15, 2008,7:14 PM

Actually, i don't have anything to update about.
But decided to update anyway because i didn't do that for a few days already.
So, you may set off to other places now and let me crap to myself.
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God, she's pathetic.
Or can i say that?
Or weird?
[ No offence okay. ]
I mean, how can she?
I was like, OH MY GOD.
Well, whatever.
I don't care.
To say the truth, i don't give a damn about you.
Well, just sometimes.
But i feel kind of bad, considering how you treat me as.
But my feelings are not mutual.
It never was.
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Aw, i knew it.
And it was kinda sweet too.
Still thinking whether or not i should really sacrifice a bit.
But i don't think i can do it, though.
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Okay dude.
I know.
I really know.
As in, KNEW.
Maybe it's not true, but i can feel it.
FEEL it.
So, i didn't do what i did to you on purpose.
I just need time to, like, think?
Seriously, i don't wana spoil everything we had now.
I don't wana add anything complicated to it.
You feel me?
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Okay i'm back.
You're not gone yet?
Didn't i told you to set off already because i was going to crap to myself?
Or was i not polite enough?
Fine.
With all due respect, your departure is requested from my premises now.

--Last phrase picked and edited from BDB. I don't remember which. I didn't want to edit it, but i forgot the real one, and was lazy to find it out.--

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Ransom.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008,5:59 PM

Normal boring day.
Now's the UPSR days too.
And we are supposed to used studios as classrooms until UPSR exams are over.
Kind of fun, actually.
Because you can walk straight to the canteen during breaks/lunches.
Didn't get to stay back for club today, aw. =/
Anyway, i'm still searching for websites to download songs.
Anyone please be kind enough to share with me. =]
And good luck to all students taking UPSR.
がんばってください.

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Bitching.

Monday, September 8, 2008,6:25 PM

I had nothing better to do, so i decided on bitching.
About who?
Now, when you say 'bitching', you're definitely saying about a 'bitch'.
Specifically, i'm talking about that bitch.
I know she had been despising the few of us since that time.
And that day, when she was talking to her, at the corridor.
She thinks we love poking our heads out of the door if we don't have some serious business?
[ I admit, we actually love it. ]
Anyway.
She was just talking, just needing a moment.
And that bloody bitch went and scold her.
Like, in public.
I was like, what the fucking hell?
What's your business when someone else is talking?
And she only needed a minute to discuss something important.
I was furious hearing what she said to her.
Who does she thinks she is?
GOD?
Fuck off, will ya.
Oh.
And today, there's an activity going on.
Some people were nominating my name and hers.
What did she do?
She frickin ignore the our names.
And she indirectly said us as ' not worthy to be chosen '.
It's not like i wanted to include myself in that shit activity.
But isn't she being too friggin obvious she despise us?
When she ignored, i nearly laughed out loud.
For God's sake, how CHILDISH.
And ' not WORTHY '?
I see you still haven't change.
Your brain is still fuckin tiny-weenie-miny-micro-nano small.
One more.
She said that we can't perform because she didn't permit us to.
Fake.
So bloody fake.
It's exactly saying indirectly that 'now i hate you and i'm in a higher level than you so i can do anything i want and you can't fight back'.
Who are you anyway?
And why are they so stupid to include her in the committee?
She hates people who displeases her.
And she acts like a drama QUEEN.
She imagines she has a fuckin gold crown on her head and sitting on a fuckin THRONE.
She thinks she's everything, and what she said is always right.
Exaggerating about her family, herself.
Like all of them are very majestic, aristocratic.
Pfft.
I assure you, they're all bunch of shit.
She loves scolding people unreasonably.
Always accusing you of being disrespect, irresponsible, and the newest:
UNWORTHY.
Me and her are unworthy?
Tell me who is worthy then.
You?
YOU?
Remember, you're just a motherfucking-bloody bitch.
Or.
You're also a slut, whore, witch, sucker, asshole, hideous, cunt, pussypancake, noob, assbag, asslicker, asshead, asshole, bullshit, clit, cockface, cumtart, dumbass, fagtard, fatass, fucktard, homodumbshit, jackass, mothafucka, shithead, skank, unfuckable.
GO FUCK YOURSELF.

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Help needed.

Sunday, September 7, 2008,12:57 PM

Attention!
If you've been reading my blog for the past few weeks,
you'll know that my old hard disk corrupted.
And i bought a new hard disk, so everything's different.
So, there's this minor crisis i'm facing.
I can't download songs from those websites i used to go to.
Please help me by giving me websites of where to download free songs.
Including chinese, english, or whatever language.
You can leave comments in this post or better, state the web in my chatbox.
Your aid is highly appreciated.
Thank you. ;D

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Missed me?

Friday, September 5, 2008,5:58 PM

I came back, officially.
God, bloggie i missed you soo much.
Anyway, why did i MIA for so long?
Got SICK, ugh.
Okay, it all started on Wednesday.
Just woke up and got a severe stomachache.
Still went to school, for the sake of the dance club. =]
I didn't know how i got through the whole day.
It suck, alright.
Felt sick the whole day.
And when i came back home, it only got worst.
After a night of stomachache-sleepless-sleep, woke up on Thursday.
And guess what?
Ta-da!
Stomachache is gone!
Feel so elated at that time.
But then felt headache.
Didn't thought it was serious, so still went to school.
And. And.
School really suck.
I keep feeling like throwing up, but end up throwing up nothing because i never even bother to eat anything.
Finally came to the decision that i can't go through the whole day.
Felt so dizzy, and fatigue.
Plus COLD.
So, went to office called mummie, and asked her to fetch me home. =)
After she agreed, i felt glad, thinking that everything is solved.
But then i realize the process of leaving school is so friggin' complicated.
You have to take a form from the office.
And then let it be signed by class teacher, parent, and principal/supervisor/administrator.
Thanks yun yun for going all the way around the school with me. ;D
Finally mummie reached.
Again, thanks yun and nes helping me with my idiotic bag.
Whatever.
So i went to the clinic.
And doctor says maybe i got food/water poisoning or something.
Then reached home around, 1pm.
Slept like nobody's business.
Woke up a few times to consume some food.
[ specifically, porridge. ]
I still don't get why i had to eat them.
Because i ended up throwing up everything I'd eaten.
Medicine included.
So got back to sleep, and officially woke up at 7pm.
Felt better, ate dinner, do useless stuffs and slept.
Kind of recovered, and came to school today.
As expected, piles and piles and piles of homeworks waiting for me. =/
Damnit.

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