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Wednesday, July 22, 2009,5:32 PM
School was, okay. Kh teacher went to some camp, but we still didn't have the periods free, darn. Igcse was free, listened to students practicing public speaking for tomorrow's competition. Dance club was at foyer B, felt so, exposed. Roflmao. Btw, the asshole came to talk craps to me. I really felt like standing up and slapping him right in the face and shout: 'I've got rights to choose what i want to do and what i don't, so shut up and fuck off please.'
Gotta have bc tuition later, and well, i'm dreading it like usual. Good news is, my cousin is gona visit tomorrow to help us re-format the computer. Thank goodness. Another news, my aunt and uncle and cousin living in London will be visiting this Friday. There are gona stay for 10 days, i suppose. No comments. =]
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Yesterday, i'm convinced that i saw a fraction of brightness, illuminating the path. Hope blaze like a fire, caressing my soul, melting my heart. But today. Darkness returned, and it conquered my sight. I am blinded, once again.
What, is the truth? To whom, should i give my trust? I didn't want to believe. No. I didn't dare to believe. Because i am scared, yes, scared shit that the devil is hiding behind hope, readying to pounce on my at any second.
A mixture of great sadness, uncontrollable anger, deep humiliation, and immense disappointment settled in my heart. I am drowning in this deep sea of confusion, and no matter how hard i tried, i cannot reach the surface. At that very moment, i thought i was going to cry there and then.
And then, you came.
But did you rescue me, or push me deeper down into the sea? I don't know anything anymore.
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Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
Gets 1 year older on every 19th July.
Trying to have faith.
Loves family, friends, Fluffy and life.
Criticizing and complaining is her profession.
Dancing and books are her passion.
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What do i want to be in 10 years time?
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Love is something eternal, The aspect may change, But not the essence. -Vincent Van Gogh
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