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Vulnerable.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009,6:07 PM

First and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAN FUJIOKA! [ 29th. ]
You see you see? That's what i've been trying to tell you guys.
He's from Japan, and he's hot. ;D
[ Choco and Yun guessed correctly. ]

He's a model, and an actor, in case you don't know.
I loved him being Dean in Goku Dou High School --Taiwan Drama--, he's frickin' cute. =)

Okay. Aside from that.
School was okay so far, just like usual.
I was given this Scholarship Award form.

School is offering scholarship to me, much to my disbelief.
But then, why should i fill in a form to get my scholarship?
Can't they just give me? Annoying. =(
The questions are mostly about what grade i get for UPSR, exams, what position i had held in school, what club did i join, what competition i participated. etc. etc.
The last one was: 'I should be considered this award because...'
I didn't know what to write for this.
Teacher said i should write 'I'm confident that i'm a good student bla bla bla'.
Sounds so damn vain okay?
Ghia's suggestion:
'I should be considered this award because i'm a blonde bimbo with black hair!'
Roflmao. Can't stop laughing.
Another was:
'I should be considered this award because i was given this scholarship form to fill in.' ;D

Dance club today was... torturous? Totally incredulous.
Fuck. How am i suppose to do popping?
Worried shit about the performance. =(

Ah. Speaking about dancing.
Went for belly dance yesterday, just like every Tuesday.
Played with teacher's cat. =D

# It's really cute. But well, it's very scared of people, you can't really touch it.

# The bed for it! I doubt it sleeps in it anyway.

# Random. Balls for yoga? No idea. =]

Shall end my post today.
Once again, happy birthday to Dean Fujioka. ;D

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I never thought i would see myself in such a vulnerable state like this.
I'm like a glass which was once shattered, and glued together with amateur skills.
A tiny weeny bit of pressure applied will send me breaking into pieces instantly.
Breaking down, more like.

This helplessness, there's no end to it.

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The fact that you can be completely oblivious when i'm mad shit at you.

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