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Guess what? I can't do my updates today. Because, well, Battleground starts at 7pm, and now's 6.30pm, and i haven't bathe yet, and i take approximately half an hour to bathe. So...i guess you got the point. I swear i didn't do this on purpose. Was out in the afternoon and hence was thwarted from blogging. Hope you understand. =)
Don't worry, i'll DEFINITELY update tomorrow. ( I can update today actually, but there's quite a number of pics and i wana do my update neatly for my own sake of perusal next time. )
I'm so sorry if you've been like, anticipating or something. (:
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The scene kept replaying itself in my mind.
The little gesture of yours, which no one noticed. But i did.
I regretted so much that i had to glimpse your way at that second and saw it.
Just a simple expression of yours. Which hurts.
Because i'm not the person who caused it. I hoped i am, but i cannot be.
I cannot be that person. I'll never be.
I didn't tell you, because i know you'll just deny it and say 'No it's not the truth!'
But it is, really, i know it. Had known it a long time ago.
The truth that i saw with my very own eyes.
The truth which, maybe you hadn't realize yet.
Which you will realize not long after, and that's what i feared, for you to see the cruel reality.
Omg, i can't believe this! I was in a daze just now, i still am. It feels so weird to be sitting her, blogging. I thought i would have forgot the position of the keys on the keyboard, roflmao. But once i sit here it's so familiar, feels so much like home. (: --Yeah i'm already at home. Just saying for the sake of it.--
I miss this, i really really miss this. I had some problems turning on the computer though, it hanged and erm, no idea how to describe. Probably got rusty because it's been so long since i touched it. =X Lotsa mails and requests waiting, and yeah yeah yeah, like i promised i'll respond to it, okay? ;D
I was at a super good mood when bc 2 was over, because it kinda symbolizes the end of exam. ( That's the most stressful one. ) Then during lunch assembly they freakin' announced that we'll have IGCSE exam on Monday! I was like, fuck fuck fuck.When can the exam actually be over? But then i don't really care, nothing to study anyway, i shall just flip the book on Sunday. Now, i'm gona relax! Even though it's only been a week, ( A month, if you wana count the days i studied. ) but it feels like five centuries was gone.
One more thing. I am gona apologize to ya all because well, i'm really lazy to update about the past two weeks. Simple said, i had been studying like shit. Everyday was the same, nothing much to update too. Need to end my post here, gotta check the mails and requests. Oh God, i miss everything of this!
P.S. Gotta go to a no-idea-what-dinner tonight. Feck. P.P.S. Got a surprise tonight! ( Probably. ) Will update about it tomorrow if it arrived on time. Stay tuned! =D
Demon will be Missing in Action. Due: 24 days. See you guys on the 30th of October! *Waves*
P.S. Yeah like i said, requests might needa wait. P.P.S Erm.. if i can't control my urge or something, i might actually use Twitter for a bit. Remember to check it out if you're missing my craps --i doubt anyone would-- or something. Don't get your hopes up though. (:
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I was standing at the cliff, just wandering around. Then suddenly, they pushed me down mercilessly. I was scared, so so scared. But at the last minute, you came and grasped my hand. You could just use some strength, and you can pull me up and rescue me. You know that if you just tighten your grip a bit, you can save me and let me live. But there's doubt in your eyes. You're thinking twice. At that moment i panicked. I was afraid of what you might do. Rescue me, or let me die?
But when i look into your eyes, i knew your decision. You did like what i expected. You let me go. And I fell.
No you're not dreaming, i really am blogging and i did a long post. Today is a effing gigantic waste. I've wasted my whole day at Jusco. We went there at 1pm, for lunch and decided to shop for around 2 hours. But that's absolutely impossible, we reached home at 5pm. Bought lotsa stuffs though. Great thing was i ran into Yun there. Such a coincidence. (:
Okay, let's get straight to the point. Just wana update about yesterday. Moon Cake Festival! As usual every year, we went to Mama's house to celebrate. Was done with my schedule, so i was super relaxed, thank God. Darn lazy to type much, i'll let the pics do the talking, will put some captions along the way.
Kids fixing up lanterns.
Scary version of HewCheeSoon. Roflmao.
Me and Brian! Hearts.
Aiko hanging the lanterns. This is a candid shot, for real!
Lanterns. Happy Moon Cake Festival. (:
Every year bro will definitely play this, which he named 'Masak masak'. Put candles under the tin can, and put candles on top of it, let the wax melt, and put leaves/flowers/craps in it and it sizzle like cooking. Kids adore it. Last time he used to do it with us, but now there's a new bunch of kids and he's really entertaining them. =)
Group pic. From left Vivian, Joyce, Bill and bro.
The can thing collapsed so bro changed the tactic this year. I think he's having more fun than the kids. =P
Sizzle sizzle sizzle.
Then bro got really hyped up, and he went and spray some water on the wax. I think last year he did that with his saliva. Anyway, to everyone's surprise, lotsa fire ignite and he was scolded by aunt. Was damn funny when bro tried to put off the fire. ;D
Nice macro shot by Choco.
Bill darling.
Both of them. Ahhh. Darn cute okay.
Lesbian moment. Aiko and Demon. =D
Candid.
Christmas tree candles! Damn romantic. Created by Raymond aka RayRay aka Aiko's dear.
Shots by Aiko.
Then we went inside for karaoke. That being Ken, stupid cousin of mine. Seriously, can't stop laughing when he sang. He's always hilarious.
Another candid.
Brian and AhWai.
Father and son. Do they look alike?
Ahhhhh. Shrieks! Brian singing. ( Okay, not exactly. ) So so so so adorable.
Conclusion for the day: It was fun, relaxing and enjoyable. It's always great to be with your family. Appreciate them. (:
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You don't fucking understand. So stop acting like you know everything and shut the hell up please.
I thought it ended, i thought it's solved, done, completed and put aside, nothing to worry or think about anymore. Apparently i'm wrong, and it didn't stop haunting me at all. It was lurking in the corners all the while.
I took some steps back and look at myself. All i see is a stupid, pathetic, hopeless teenager. Since when did it became like this?
If you'd been following me on Twitter, you'll not be surprised that i'm here today. Gotta do some updates about the past few days. (:
Monday:
Special thanks to Yunnie for buying this for me. Killer series by Giddens.*shrieks* I've always always always wanted this, and asked Yunnie to help buy for me if she went to Leisure Mall. One of it was her belated birthday present to me. Thanks babe! (: Truthfully, i have zero ideas on what the book is about. But Giddens' books are unusually weird, unique and fascinating, therefore i love it. =)
Tuesday:
FYI, me and Choco is still trying to keep up with this 'A cake every Tuesday' ritual, and here's the cake for this week: Tiramisu Cheese Cake. Dance Till You Drop. =P ( The woman who wrote it for us might be curious on how come we're always writing craps on the cake. Roflmao. )
Wednesday:
Stayed back for dance club. Was fun, hilarious as usual. ( It's always hilarious with Ah Seow. )
Thursday:
Win Shen bought this for everyone --or is it?-- from Australia. Thanks a lot. (:
Hip hop today was fun, but fatigue. Was out of breath. Learned our second specialized step ( First was C Walk aka Lazy Walk ) the Running Machine. --aka Shuffle?-- Love it. =D Slept really late today, doing the frickin' geography project. It's absolutely absurd for the teacher to give us the project today and ask us to pass up tomorrow. Didn't finish everything though.
Watch about the China National Day parade. Gasp gasp gasp. Simply amazing! Everything was so darn organized, millions of people but all acting like one. Perfect teamwork. =P Those are ALL humans! God. I'm truly amazed.
Friday:
Being today. Was normal. Turn out we don't have to pass up the project yet after all. Feck, and i'd spent the whole night doing it. Btw, Beyonce's concert is on the 25th of October, a day before exam, meaning i'll never get to go. Darn. One more thing, i love the song 暗恋 by David Tao. And Obsessed by Mariah Carey. ;D
P.S. There's some fucking problem with the mouse. Hard to click on stuffs. =(
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Here's a lil section specially dedicated to the Beloved: Dear, i want you to know that you mean damn much to me, and you're very very very important in my life. There may have been arguments, distrust, doubts or disappointment between us, but we have got far sweeter, greater, better, funnier, lovelier, wonderful memories to replace all the sorrows. It's been quite some time, but i find that my love for you never decreased and it never will.
Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
Gets 1 year older on every 19th July.
Trying to have faith.
Loves family, friends, Fluffy and life.
Criticizing and complaining is her profession.
Dancing and books are her passion.
She’s insane.
Beware, she bites.
She wants ♥
the desires
Straight A's <3
Health & family <3
Height of 160cm+ <3
More Books <3
Knowledge <3
Achieve maturity <3
Be compassionate and understanding! <3
What do i want to be in 10 years time?
Happy. (:
Love is something eternal, The aspect may change, But not the essence. -Vincent Van Gogh
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