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2012.

Monday, November 30, 2009,2:49 PM

The End of The World - 2012? ( Don't worry, no spoilers. )

Watched 2012 yesterday night with daddy, mummy and choco. And hell, ( like i said in Twitter and Facebook ) it's one hell of a movie. I was totally amazed, touched and dumbfounded. It was exciting, definitely. The gruesome way people died made me close my eyes, i can't bear to watch it. ( But then, i pry my own eyes open and forced myself to watch. *laughs* ) There are lots of touching parts too, had tears welled up and swimming in my eyes, definitely triggered some emotions in my soul. The whole movie was... terrifying. It made you wonder: Will the world really end in 2012?

Do you believe in the end of the world? I do. Maybe the world will not end in 2012, hopefully, but i still believe that the world will end, someday. Maybe i'll get to see the end of everything, or maybe by the time i'll be evolved. Here comes the question: What will you do if tomorrow is the end of the world? ( Below are opinions of some other people, i googled it. Will you do the same? )

#1 Call your friends and family and tell them how much you love them.

I think i will do this, really. Tell all your loved ones just how much you love and appreciate them, before it's too late. Apologize to them for all your faults, and thank them for all the things they'd done for you. It doesn't have to be a long phone call ( Unless you only have 5 family members and 5 friends. Well, you only have 24 hours before the end of the world. Do you think you can finish calling them all if you talk with everyone for more than 2 hours? ), just a short one, ending with an 'i love you' that you say from the bottom your heart, not a perfunctory one that your brain tells you to say.

#2 Pray to God.

Confess your sins, and cleanse your soul before you die. That's not a bad idea actually. Show your gratitude to God for what He had given you, be thankful! Even if the world ends, you know that God will be with you. (:

#3 Confess your love to The Love of Your Life. ( Finally, you can say someone as the Love of Your Life because you're gona die tomorrow. *smirks* )

Tell the one you love that you love them. Maybe all your life time you look at that person who doesn't even know who the hell you are, and you don't have the guts to confess. If tomorrow is the end of the world, then today is the day to confess. So what if she/he reject you? At least you tried. So what if he/she is taken or worse, married? At least you let them know how you feel about them. =)

#4 Eat all you want without a second thought about calories.

Hey, you're gona die tomorrow, so why do you care you'll get fat or not? Damn those calories, eat like a pig for all you want. Maybe i'll do this you know. I live to eat, not eat to live, unlike choco. (: I am salivating just thinking of those scrumptious meals. ( Actually, i'm kinda hungry now... )

#5 Lose your virginity.

Most people really will vote for this, i suppose. For desperate virgins, maybe they'll hold a virginity auction? ( There's some news about this and it made me laugh my head off. ) But if you ask me, appreciating the day with your loved ones is far better than giving your virginity meaninglessly to some stranger. Anyway, there's a sentence relating to this that i have always found it funny. ( I think i wrote it in my blog last year? )
"Nobody dies a virgin. Because in the end, life fucks us all." --source unknown.

#6 Shop till you drop.

Good one! I'm rooting for this. I'll spend every cent buying everything i want: clothes, accessories, shoes, bags, books, food, decorative items, furniture, craps, junks... At least i'll die happily, knowing that i bought the latest LV. Or Prada. Or Porsche. Or.. Okay, just kidding. I don't think i'll ever waste the last day of my life just shopping, they're just materials anyway. But then... it's still tempting.

#7 Party like mad.

Sounds great? I'll do it especially if they're all my friends and families. Then it'll be another way to spend the whole day with them, just that it's crazier. Preferably, let's all sit together and have a heart-to-heart talk and then get drunk. That way, we won't be sober enough to see the end of the world and we'll die like we're in a dream.

#8 Slap that bitch/bastard.

Agreed! Run up to your enemy and insult them face to face, tell them that you detest them so damn much and then if you get the chance, slap them. The first thing i'll do is bring a bunch of rottweilers and walk right up to the dog's office and slap her all i want, then let her be chewed into pieces by the rottweilers. Shit, i think i really want to do this, it's tantalizing. *evil grin*

#9 Commit a crime.

Rules are made for us to break it, aye? Since it's the last day of your life, why not just break all the rules? Steal something, break in, vandalism or murder those bitches? You know i am just kidding. Anyone who did those is an imbecile and they deserve to go to hell.

#10 Act like a maniac.

It would be fun, i suppose. Pretend that you're some crazy person, talk craps, walk naked on the street, shout like a maniac, drive like a maniac ( avoid accidents! ) or just do whatever you want to do. =D

If you ask me, what would i do if tomorrow is the end of the world? My answer: I will choose to go through another normal day, preferably a school day. I will wake up early, dress, and go to school. Then i'll be with Sr 2 Charity 09', crap with them, laugh with them, enjoy with them. Then i'll be with my beloved, let him know that i love him loads. Then i'll be home, with my family, have dinner together, watch a movie together, and talk and talk and talk. Later in the night, i'll call up everyone of my friends including those from junior, relatives who lives far away, teachers who have taught me lessons and all the people whom i need to express my gratitude. Then i'll say prayers to God, and i'll sleep. Tomorrow, i'll embrace my fate and die peacefully, because i've done what i want to do. Sounds like any of those simple day, isn't it? The only difference is that i'll truly appreciate every single second with all of them and lock those moments in my heart. (:

I'm done with what other people think, and what i think. Now what about you?

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Restless.

Sunday, November 29, 2009,4:28 PM

Here i am, with the update about yesterday's episode. If you're expecting something bombastic, then better not get your hopes up. Just got some crap pictures with me. =) Initially me and choco planned to clean the stack of school books piled up --scattered, in my case-- and dump the unwanted books to our home 'library'. Choco did it with godspeed. She was nearly done before i even started. ( Well okay, i was actually taking pictures of myself... )

Deciding that i don't wana lose to her ( Fine, i lost lah. ) i got started.

This is the lil pile i wana tidy up.

Firstly, categorization. Either they're important books for PMR and are to be kept in my room, or they are those crap books who i'll never look at again, those who are still worthy for recycling, and those who cannot be categorized.

See the giant mess i created.

It was a chain reaction! I only planned to tidy up the pile and yet it lead to these goddamn drawers. I even discovered a nest of ants in one of these! ( I think i found the source of the ants that attack my laptop. And i --the maid, actually-- destroyed it. *evil laugh* )

Finally everything done! =)

P.S. Gotta watch 2012 tonight, 10.45pm. Hope i don't fall asleep in the cinema.
P.P.S Battleground rocks! ECX rocks!! *jumps around*

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Tired, fatigue, lethargic.
Exhausted, about everything.

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Preview.

Saturday, November 28, 2009,6:44 PM

Hello. Gotta be a short post, 'cause today is Saturday and it's nearing 7pm and that means Battleground. Dad bought a new TV btw, the old one 'died' and he cannot live without TV. I think that's the thing he'll first make sure its safe if ever the house is on fire. Just kidding.

Anyway, went to Jusco today, bought tickets for 2012. Ran into Loong, Jasper, KengSeng and SyKuan there, they went for movies. Then saw NianTze at Popular. And i saw a form 1 bitch. ( Ask me if you wana know? Will tell you in private. ) I pointed her out to mum and said 'Mum, see that girl? She's a bitch.' And mum actually followed the bitch and i was like, wtf. I pulled her back and asked 'What are you doing?' She said 'I want to go up to her and say 'bitch' to her face.' Roflmao, mum is soo damn adorable. Hearts.

I am goddamn exhausted now, just finished tidying up the room. Will update tomorrow about it.

Coming up next:

Stay tuned! (:

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Life.

Friday, November 27, 2009,5:16 PM

Nearly a week passed by for this year end holiday. And this week was, totally unproductive, if you look at education's point of view. Was slacking like a bitch the whole week, and the worse thing is i still haven't stop slacking. Below is a list of what i usually find myself doing. ( Not arranged according to frequency or anything. )

#1 Facebook.

This, i suppose, is obvious enough. I'm kinda into Facebook now, despite the fact that i've hated it last time. Friends For Sale, especially. No idea why, but i'm kinda addicted to it you know. ( Was laughing along Spring and Winter about Choco not having a Facebook. *winks* )

Friends for Sale and that's me. Lipkin Hew being my owner, and the culprit who made me addict to Facebook. It's all his damn fault! *laughs*

But still, special thanks to Lipkin for one Kitty ( he volunteered that ), one Happy Cactus ( i asked for it ), one Stegosaurus ( caused him a lot of cash ) and mostly, 10 Geoffreys! I only asked for one and that idiot bought 10. Okay fine, i'm actually happy about it. Thank you lor. ( Oi. If you are reading this you better say 'welcome'. )

#2 Social Networking.

Sms, msn, phone calls etc. Always find myself doing this, communicating with people. It's damn important okay. Either it's talking with dear ( which is like, daily routine ), talking craps with Choco ( another daily routine ), having heart-to-heart conversations, or rubbish conversations with friends, etc. Can't live without talking.

#3 Blogging.

Www.onehelluvademon.blogspot.com, i'm always here, blogging, typing craps and all. I'm practically a daily blogger already. Btw, i will change the blog skin soon.

#4 Reading.

Apart from dancing, reading is my top avocation. And of course i read like crazy during holidays. Love the smell of books. Love the feel of books. Dozens of unread books waiting for me on my bookshelves, and i can't wait! Love everything about books. Except, i don't buy Malay books. I think i need to give it a try for the sake of my language.

#5 Music.

Even when it's school days, I listen to music all the time, even when i bath. And music is a damn important element of dancing, so of course i love it. Except, i don't listen to music often when i'm on my lappie, especially when i'm blogging. Because i might lose focus on what i'm typing. =) Btw, my current fav song is The Rose by Westlife. Okay, it's not a new song, in fact it's gona be an oldies soon, but i love it! The lyric is amazing! Will post it up soon.

#6 Food.

If you ask Choco, she will say that Demon cannot live without food. I find that this holiday, i've been eating, like munching on chocolates when i'm watching tv or bleach or drama. I'm getting fat, and i don't care. =D ( The kawaii picture above are cupcakes found from the net. )

#7 Bleach.

Are you expecting me to write this? Of course, holiday equals to more Bleach. I'm a Bleach fan ( Rephrase: Bleach freak ) and i love it so damn much. Always finding chance to talk to people about Bleach. Choco was always the poor victim, but she ignored me anyway. Sobs.

#8 Dramas / movies.

败犬女王 / Queen of No Marriage / My Queen, the drama I am currently watching. Its not bad, funny and amusing. Lotsa dramas and movies queuing up for me though. Hope i can watch them all during this holiday.

#9 Battleground!

Hearts. How can year end be without Battleground? Supporting ECX, definitely. The other teams are great too, but i still love ECX. The finalists for this year is ( major spoiler ) ECX, Katoon Network, Dancologist and Wakaka Fever. Weird, isn't it? The finalists are revealed so soon when the show is not even there yet. I'm not sure about it, read it from the newspaper. Hope it's true.

#10 Online Games.

Not really what i did during this week, i only started today. I only add it to the list because i can't think of anything else, and i want there to be 10 items on my list. SDO and Audition. Played with Choco, and enjoyed it. We played at the same room using both our laptops and the experience is amusing. Swearing a stream of profanities when we missed, booing and the other when we won, or swearing again when we lose. Funny. ;D

No idea why i used so much energy just to complete this post. I'm done anyway, ciao. =)

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I sat there and rack my brain and think hard.
Searching, searching for the word.
Finally i knew the answer.
Tired, is the word i'm looking for to describe this.

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Granted.

Thursday, November 26, 2009,6:53 PM

Was woken up early in the morning by mum, 'cause we planned to go to The Mines Chinese Book Fair. We didn't get to buy anything every year going to the book fair. Not that there are no books, thing is, not really my kind of book. ( Some books i wana try out, but it's expensive plus mum protest against every one of it, claiming that they are all craps, which they weren't, really. ) Lucky thing was, dear was there too. ( Uh, i suppose i can't call that 'lucky'. That wasn't really a coincidence. It's deliberate on dear's side. ) Met up with him for a mo. Hearts.

Bought the continuation of 杀手 ( killer ) series by 九把刀 ( Giddens ). The 4th and the 5th. I didn't even started reading the 1st one, but who cares. His books rock.

To add to the collection of Giddens i got. For God's sake, just look at the titles. 拼命去死 ( Die Harder ) and 杀手 ( killer ), 杀手, 杀手... Oh God. Am i getting morbid? Why am i reading such creepy books?

And then we ate at Pizza Hut. The service sucks, seriously. Was darn disappointed about it, since i'd always thought that The Mines was better than Jusco. Apparently not. Went home since mum was complaining that she wana sleep and rest and cook and go for yoga lesson. Gotta go hip hop class tonight. Will prepare a knee cap so that my baby right knee will not be injured anymore due to the sliding.

Btw, at Mines, i frickin' banged my leg ( Below the knee, precisely. Okay, i'm not being precise. Thing is, i actually forgot what that part is called. The part below the knee, front part of your calf, above the ankles. I googled but failed, all i get was tibia being the bone. Can't even find a more for-kids-to-know-part-of-the-leg diagram. Damn. Forget Choco, she's hopeless. She can't even give me a solution. Anyone care to enlighten me? ) Anyway, that stupid motherfuckin' injury is in a disgusting shade of bright red, --the colour is not disgusting, the injury is-- and my epidermis came off. Darn it.

P.S. Choco was complaining about the fact that my blog is bored shit. Okay, i know that. I'm working on it, bitch. *laughs*

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Affirmation.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009,5:20 PM

There's actually one thing bothering me for days, and i suppose it's okay to mention about it for the sake of all of your amusement. You know, there's ants crawling all around my laptop and i have no idea why. Seriously! Every single day i find ants around my laptop area. I mean, it's not like a damn big group of ants crawling around ( ugh, that would be disgusting ) but i often found one or two. I killed them mercilessly, of course.

The most most most amusing experience was a few days ago. I was sitting here, blogging, too, when i saw an ant crawling on my screen. Instinctively, i reach out and wiped it off with my hand. But then i realize i can't touch the ant at all. That's weird, my hand's on top of the ant and yet i can only feel the flatness of the screen. And then i realize that goddamn creature is inside the screen. I'm not joking. It's inside the monitor, it's crawling inside. I have no idea how it get in there.

I stared at it in amazement. Actually, it looked kinda like a 2D creature. To amuse myself, i tried poking the ant with my mouse pointer, of course i can't do it anyway. Then i keep staring at it, thinking how the hell can i get that bitch ant out of the screen? It crawled below the screen and vanished anyway. Mum said ants might be building a home inside my laptop, there may be some smell of my beloved lappie that attract them. What the fuck. Please don't bite off any vital things inside, don't want my lappie to get ruined. ( The laptop got hanged the other day and i freaked out. Was cursing those ants. )

And when i talked to choco about it, i started fantasizing thousands --if not hundreds-- of ants crawling inside the screen and... ugh. Wana puke.

P.S. Yeah well, didn't go anywhere today. Going to Mines Book Fair tomorrow ( most probably ) and might update. Stay tuned.
P.P.S Found another ant crawling around. I've lost count.

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I've always wanted to exchange roles.
When i think of this, the best example of these roles are good cop, and bad cop.
Unwillingly, i have no idea why, i fall into place of the good cop.
I'm not complaining, i'm okay with it i suppose.
But sometimes, i wish.
I wish that for once, just once, that i can be the bad cop, and you be the good one instead.
There are many times when i try to step on your role.
Step on the bad cop's position, the annoying, childish and arrogant side of the role.
But whenever i did that, you did not do like i hope, which is to reverse to a good cop.
Instead, you take a further step ahead, and become the devil cop.
And well, so what if i'm the bad cop now?
You're still one step ahead.
And to the devil cop, the bad cop is, of course, another version of the good cop.
And then i realize that i can never be, i can never change the roles.
It's preordained, it's destined that i cannot be arrogant, and i should stay quiet, and be good.
It's fate that i have to swallow all the words and hide all the feelings.

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Forlorn.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009,7:43 PM

Damn, i actually forgotten to blog. I was kinda addicted to 败犬女王, and somehow i'm into Facebook applications. Didn't have much to update about anyway. Btw, sorry to inform you guys, but i'm not going to Sunway tomorrow.*Sobs* Dad didn't permit me to go, he said it's too far and he'll be really worried. He's kinda ill currently, and i don't want to make him more anxious or something, so i gave up persisting after a few minutes. Sorry everyone, i really want to go too. Next time, aye? =)

P.S. Going to belly dance right this minute, hence the short post. My apologies.

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Adapt?

Monday, November 23, 2009,6:17 PM

Felt so weird, because it's Monday, and i didn't start my post with 'School was okay'. Felt weird because it's holiday. More weird because it's year end holiday, that i'm not gona return to school the next week or the next. And when i return i'm not gona be in Senior 2 anymore, not Senior 2 Charity anymore. Let's skip that, before i start writing all about 2 Charity again.

Didn't blog yesterday because like i said the day before, went for the photo shoot. And the whole thing was tiring, plus annoying, plus disappointing, plus terrible etc. *shudders* The woman who helped me with my make up was... terrifying! Her eyes are dilated, and you can see her sclera above her pupils. No idea how to describe it. But she's like opening her eyes wide to the maximum, except that she didn't do it on purpose. I suppose her eyes are born out like that somehow. Anyway, she wore a mask when she helped me make up, and then can you imagine it? Eyes dilated, wearing mask, staring at you intently, at such a close distance... oh god. It's like being operated by some perverted doctor. =X

And then the camera man was gay-ish. Plus he kept asking me ( and choco and mum ) to smile showing my teeth. Did i mention that i look horrible when i smile with my mouth open wide showing my teeth, especially in photos? And when he let me look at the photos i kinda regretted coming here. I actually wana take photos with some other feel. So, conclusion is, let me tell you guys, unless you are beautiful 90% and above, and you look nice whatever expression you do, and you are damn good in posing, then DO NOT ever try doing these photo shooting, especially indoor type. Seriously, these things are only made for beauties.

Or... should i find some where better to try again? Maybe it'll turn out better. *shudders again* No, absolutely a big, fat, NO. It made me so damn tired and I'm never gona try this again, until the day i get married and is forced to photo shoot. Amen. To add to my lethargy yesterday, after rushing home from the photo shooting and bath and tidy up stuffs, we set off immediately to some restaurant for some dinner. Darn boring. Food sucks too. Reached home at about 11 + and slept like a pig.

Then today, yeah, frickin' holiday. Watched 败犬女王 - Queen of No Marriage / My Queen.

Not bad so far. I only watched it because fucking Bleach can't load. Oops. I rephrase, Bleach can't fucking load. There, sounds better. (: Hope i get to go to The Mines Book Fair soon.

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I was sitting there, phone held in my grasp, waiting.
I was hoping that you would ask, or at least show some care.
But neither came, and all you gave me was despair.
Tears swam in my eyes, i laugh at myself for being so naive hoping you would even care.
i was so, so, terribly disappointed.

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Dedication.

Saturday, November 21, 2009,1:37 PM

Just came back from Parent's Day. In school, i can't help thinking what Queenie said yesterday 'At least tomorrow we go school can see our class from far.' Damn you, made me so damn sad. All of them made me so depressed, especially yesterday. We were online, chatting, talking about 2 Charity, talking about friends, talking about feelings, speaking out all those secrets throughout the year. I've got the chance to tell them what i've always wanted to say, tell them i appreciate them, lots.

Yes, i still cannot get over the fact that it's year end holidays. It somehow still feels like this is just a normal weekend, and feel as if i'll return to school on Monday, step into 2 Charity again, and be with them. But i know i couldn't, and i will never ever be there again. It will never, ever feel the same. We will never, ever return to 2 Charity. We could never, ever create more memories in that class. ( Doesn't mean that we cannot create memories outside. )

To you, i may seem paranoid. You might say, it's just a class, and next year will surely be better. But i'm not so sure about that this time. Yeah i admit, last year i love Senior 1 Hope 08' so damn much that i hated the last day too. But i just said it casually, just a lil bit of sadness, just some lil disappointment. Later, within hours, i've forgotten about it and looked forward to the holiday. But this year, i couldn't stop thinking about our class. Senior 2 Charity 09' was way, way, better than 1 Hope, it's my best year, best class. I cried, too, along with some of them. It seemed funny that yesterday we were all crying while chatting on msn and complaining that we can't see the screen because of the tears. But we all know we love Sr 2 Charity 09', aye? =)

This is the second dedication i wrote to Sr 2 Charity. There's a big possibility that there might be the third, or the fourth, or the fifth or more. It's hard to forget all those times. And to you guys from Charity, especially those who were on msn with me yesterday night, if you're reading this, don't cry anymore. Smile, and remember those memories, lock them in your heart. We might be in separate ways next year, but remember: Once a Charity, forever a Charity.

Amis pour toujours, friends forever.

P.S. Battleground tonight. Supporting ECX, definitely.
P.P.S. Gotta go for photo shooting tomorrow, like, for those albums. Mum insisted. Will update about it i guess.

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What was i thinking? At that very moment i was doubting. Did i make the right choice? If i were to be given a second chance, will i still choose the same thing, walk the same path? If i went back in time and make a different choice will everything be completely different from now? But still, thank you God, for giving me the chance to say what i'd always wanted to say, and letting me know what i'd always hoped to be the truth.

我告诉我自己，当时那个突然而来又莫名其妙的感觉...只是个错觉而已。
我不断告诉我自己，那不是我真正的感受，那只是错觉。
一时意识不清楚而产生的错觉而已。
我很确定，我所做的选择没有错。
我不会后悔的。

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Goodbyes.

Friday, November 20, 2009,5:55 PM

*Warning: Long post ahead. And i actually mean, damn long post ahead. Words heavy, picture heavy too.*

Today is the last day of school year 2009, i suppose everyone know that. To some of you, maybe you'll shout hooray and be damn happy because it's holiday and there's no school and you can enjoy and have fun all you want. You may have been looking forward to this day since god-knows-how-long ago. But then, to me, i hate the last day of school. Always hated it, especially this year. Maybe you'll start saying things like, You so clever mah. You like study mah. Of course you like school lah.

But no, no, no. I'm not clever, it's all because of my efforts i put in my studies. I don't like to study, i like to learn. I mean, i hate history and geography and living skills just like you guys do. I'm the same. I just studied because i need to. And then, i like school not because i wana go there and study my head off. I look forward to school not because i wana sit in the class and be 100% attentive and absorb whatever the teacher is teaching. I like school, because i love my friends.

And this year, i love Senior 2 Charity 09'. I look forward to school, because i wana step into Senior 2 Charity and be with them. Everyone of them. So far, this is the best class i've ever been to, the best year i've ever been through. We may be naughty, noisy, disrespectful, but we're a team, and i love them lots. I didn't say 'we love each other' because of course, i know, they may be hatred, dislike, annoyance, gossips among us. There may be those so called 'fake friends', 'betrayers' among us. Yes, i admit i may dislike some of them sometimes. We might have dislike each other, gossiped about each other, arguing, hurting each other. But then, after everything, i still come to this conclusion that i love them. They may have give me sorrows, pains, yes. But they gave me precious memories too. I've decided to forgive, maybe. Forgive, not forget. But i love you guys, i really do. I appreciated every single moment with you all.

I can still vividly remember the first day of this year when i came to school. My bus was late and i was the last to enter the class. Because of that, there's no seats left for me, so i sat at the most left corner at the front of the class, beside Alwin ( who is a bastard. *laughs* ). I was nervous, felt strange seeing those unfamiliar faces, but still comforted looking at classmates from the previous year. I was still a loyal Senior 1 Hope 08' student, so i didn't really look forward to Senior 2 Charity. What's more, i frequently wrote 'Sr 1 Hope' on my exercise books. I was appointed treasurer, and i didn't love the responsibility. ( Not even now. ;D )

And then, throughout the days, i've disliked some of them, like, really despise them. But now, i find that you really can't judge a book by its cover. I find that if you spend more time with them, understand them, then you'll grow to like them, and treat them as a friend, a real friend. ( Even if they didn't treat you as one. [= ) As the days passed by, i'd grow to love every one of them. I remembered SengWei, who often caused ruckus slash chaos slash war in our class. I didn't approved of him at first, but later i liked him a lot. He's funny in his ways. Then during April he left us, and surprisingly, i was really sad about it.

Then i've known better, i've known to appreciate friends, appreciate them who give you support, love, care, trust. And so what if they didn't give you any of that? You can appreciate them too. I know, there are actually some of them in 2 Charity that i didn't know well even after a year. People like CinLing, HsinMei, Jaga, WoonSoon, FookHong etc.. I regretted it, i think i should have communicate with them more. But what's the use of regretting? Hence i'm telling myself not to repeat this mistake. (:

Time flew like a rocket. Metaphorically. It passed so fast, that within a blink of eye, it's the end of the year, the end of school days, the end of Senior 2 Charity. I am really, really, really, sad about the whole thing. I can't bear to leave everything. In the morning i did everything slow motion, and in school i captured every moment with my brain ( and camera ). I wana lock those moments, those feelings, those emotions and store them in my mind, in my heart.

Senior 2 Charity 09'.

Love 2 Charity! :D ( The stupid stick figure on top of the heart was drawn by Alwin. )

My breakfast made by dear. The sandwiches includes eggs, tuna, ham, cucumber, pepper, mayonnaise, cheese. Damn delicious. Thanks baby. (:

Extras for himself and others.

Me and 2 Charity class teacher, Puan.Norhasliza.

Me and our assistant class teacher, Puan.Norfadzilah.

Acting cute? *laughs*

Both of them.

Me and our geography teacher, Puan.Roshaslindah. ( Okay, i know my face looks funny. )

And so i decided to take another photo with Pn.Lindah. But my face still looks funny, and i guess i'm born with it, so i gave up. Roflmao.

Me and our maths teacher, Mr.Aaron Chin. Dislike him at first, but later accepted his way of teaching and found that he's not a bad teacher after all. Can be a friend, too.

Mr.Chin with the beautiful background.

Me, our civic teacher Puan.Rafidah and Ling. ( Didn't really know this teacher, she's new. )

I Love 2 Charity, written by Queenie.

I Love 2 Charity, by Demon.

Xuan and her professional Canon camera.

Queenie and me! Love her lots.

SooKee and Ling.

Me and KahPoh.

Me and Ling. ( At this point we started taking pics and can't stop. )

There's lot more than these, but i'm lazy to upload every single one.

Kisses. Love you lots babe!

More kisses.

Look anywhere else but the camera.

No idea what we were doing. I'm taller than her! Finally. (:

Love this pic damn much. Seems cute. ;D ( Kids kids kids. Roflmao. )

SianFei, me and Ling.

Me and Joanne. We were always referred to as 'the short short one' in 2 Charity. But i have no idea why i'm always referred to as the 'shortest in form 2'. *laughs * We were also said as baby face. Is that a compliment or what? ( Btw, this is the only picture where my face is decent enough. I look like crap in the others but who cares? =D )

Me and my beloved Maple bag.

Queenie and Xuan's camera. =)

KahKin using our window as mirror. You can see your reflection if you stand outside.

Dear. Damn cute. *laughs*

Peace!

Tango slash waltz slash ballroom dance in the class?

Aha. Xuan started drawing on the whiteboard. Her drawing always look nice. The whiteboard was the main focus of photos anyway.

All our names were written, completed with 'We Love 2 Charity' on top.

Done! Love it.

Hearts, 2 Charity.

Masterpiece of Xuan. ( Words below are lyrics of Incomplete, her fav song. )

Everyone fighting to take picture of the whiteboard.

The finale, Senior 2 Charity 09' ( I wrote that btw. )

到此为止, meaning the end, written by Ling.

We were forced to erase it because we need to clean every corner of the class. Sad to see everything being wiped away.

Yen and Ling!

Love 2 Charity!

SianFei did the last of the erasing. I couldn't bear to erase it.

And now the whiteboard is blank. Sobs.

Candid. This picture struck me as funny because can you see? Ling was posing for the camera!

We arranged the chairs on the tables. Everyone was reluctant to assemble at Foyer C. We didn't want to leave the class.

Senior 2 Charity. ( Minus KahPoh, laughs. )

Senior 2 Charity 09'. Although not exactly all of us, but then it's okay i suppose. Love ya all.

Then we finally and reluctantly leave the class and went to Foyer C to assemble. Teachers gave short speeches, i didn't really listen actually. Queenie kept saying things like 'this is the last time you will walk into this class, last time you'll be in 2 Charity, last time you'll be in Senior 2, last time you'll walk these stairs' etc etc. Made me feel so darn sad! ): Then bell rang, and tada. The end of school year 2009. Said goodbyes, bid farewells, hugged, and that's the end. La fin, Au Revoir.

All this year in 2 Charity, i've learned something very vital: Appreciation, and gratitude. I thank everyone of you for giving me these wonderful memories to keep.

SENIOR 2 CHARITY 09', YOU ROCK MY WORLD!

Fate brought us together, and now the same fate part us. We may be in separate ways after this, but i will never forget these beautiful memories. I love you guys, all of you from Senior 2 Charity 09'. Cross my heart, and hope to die. Hearts.

P.S. I've spent for more than two hours writing this post. Seriously.
P.S. Happy Birthday to Aaron Yan! ( Didn't make this the main point of the post because evidently 2 Charity is more important. )

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