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Back to School?

Wednesday, December 16, 2009,4:14 PM

Back to school, back to school, back to school. You see that sign at so many places in a shopping center. Bookshops, selling school shoes, school bags, stationary, uniforms etc. etc. Holiday just started and now it's nearing the end. Two and a half more weeks left to school. Damn, felt so... *insert suitable adjective here*. Now i wana pause time and continue my holiday bliss without thinking about school/exams/homework/PMR/dogs. ( Not that my holiday is a complete bliss, though. Trying to make it productive. )

Anyway, i went back to school, literally, today. Only bought 9 books, as I'll reuse all Choco's old textbooks. I don't mind at all, because i won't have to wrap them and there are answers inside. =x Went to check out my classmates too. But teacher said the list is not ready yet until the last week of December, and it's so obvious that it's a blatant lie. For fuck's sake, do you think our friends give us fabricated information? And you think we'll believe you rather than them? We're not 5-year-olds okay.

I'm sorry for the crap posts, but then the internet had been seriously unstable these days, and that totally ruined my mood to write a nice nice post. And of course i couldn't upload pictures. So if you wana read better posts that won't left you thinking you've wasted 10 minutes of your lifetime, help me pray for my internet to wake up. ( Or, if you think you're qualified to be a prince, you can always give a kiss to my modem. )

One more thing. For those brainless bitches, it's so damn obvious that you're jealous to the core, okay? Trying to act like you don't give a shit about it doesn't conceal your spiteful jealousy at all. I can already smell the bitterness emanating from your body a good 100 meters away. It's damn transparent and everyone can see it, uh, minus those who're blind like bats and think they're faking their over-friendliness very well. So, a piece of advice for you guys. Get a life, for fuck's sake.
Life's great, so don't waste time being jealous. (:

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All i want to do, is to run. To flee.
To escape, and dive in your arms, and stay there.
The place that i feel safe, and can make me think everything's alright.
Maybe i can make myself forget, make myself immune to the monster.
The monster who's chewing me from the inside, tearing at my organs and clawing at my skin.
The beast inside me who's screaming to be unleashed from it's chains, and to be set free.

But i know i'm just lying.
How can i hate the monster within me, when the monster is myself?

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