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My stupidity! You can’t have it! :)

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Explanation for my disappearance.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010,7:09 PM

As much as you were hoping for it, NO, I'M NOT DEAD YET.

I did not blog/online for the pass few days --and the days to come-- because my home's internet just went boom. I have no idea why, and it only happened to my home, whereas our neighbors' internet are perfectly fine. It's not the modem's problem, it lighted up okay, but i really have no idea. We just couldn't use internet. Well, we even call up the person, and she said she'll make a report and we'll have to wait 24hours - 2 days to have our problem solved.

You see how much trouble that's giving me? I cannot do my homework which relate to the net. I cannot blog. I cannot use Datebook nor Twitter or anything else. I completely abandoned Bleach. I cannot live without internet, goddamnit. By the way, i'm at the office now because i need to do the English assignment and there's internet here.

However my time is limited. So i'll say.. i have no idea when i can get my internet back. Maybe i'll blog after few days, few weeks, few months?! God knows. I'm terribly sorry about this. If you are a regular reader of mine, i beg for your patience. But it is not my fault at all so you can't blame me! Teehee. (:

I'm signing off. Until then.

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A hundred times busy.

Friday, January 22, 2010,5:23 PM

Heya all. I think i'm already partially abandoning my blog. You guys had probably completely gave up visiting here. Well, sorry to disappoint that i did not update for two days. And sadly, i'm not gona update about anything today because i'm still busy. Just for your info, on Wednesday i'd got tons of homework and tuition, so i didn't have time to blog. Yesterday, i'd got tuition and dance and shitloads of homework. I never even got time to touch the homework, so how can you expect me to blog?

And today it's actually the same. Homework. And worse, it's yesterday's and today's homework. So much homework. ( Yes homework just became an uncountable noun to me. ) Plus, i got the new bookshelf today! I wrote that in a previous post, the one about the fan shifting. I'm gona update about this, tomorrow. After i've done everything. But um, don't be surprise if i did not blog tomorrow. Apologies!

P.S. Starting from next week we'll have brunch! Cheers! *chants* i'm an upper senior..

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It feels empty on the inside.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010,7:13 PM

Son asked his mother:
"Mom, why are wedding dresses white?"

The mother looks at her son and replies,
"Son, this shows your friends and relatives that your bride is pure."

The son thanks his mother and goes off to double check this with his father.

"Dad, why are wedding dresses white?"

The father looks at his son in surprise and says,
"Son, all household appliances come in white."

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I bet you don't know.

That i spent every single wish and prayer, on you.
And that those words you said, hurt.
The meaning behind those words hurt more.

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Adventure of Mr.Fan.

Monday, January 18, 2010,7:03 PM

Mr.Fan of Demon's room decided to go for an adventure. It was tired of being stuck to the same spot of the wall for so many years. It wana change some scenery. So here goes.

Mr.Fan, with its head drooped because it hated that spot there, above the bookshelves. It's a bit dark there, and Mr.Fan was in terrible need of more 'sunshine'.

After hauling its giant arse from that spot above the shelves with numerous efforts, Mr.Fan managed to shift itself to a spot above the bed!

Teehee, Mr.Fan is so excited and glad that it finally shifted spot, even though the present spot is actually near to the initial spot. Nevertheless, Mr.Fan takes credit for his effort and he can't help smiling.

Suddenly, a thought struck Mr.Fan. It stared guiltily at its old spot, with those funny 'scars' and 'holes' it had caused due to the shift, and started to sweat. Oh shit, what if Demon comes back and whack me for shifting spot without permission? God, please please please don't let Demon realize i shifted... ( As if it's not obvious enough. )

P.S. The fan was shifted to accommodate for my new bookshelf. Apparently the new one will be tall, and the fan is somehow blocking the way. Have a nice day. (:

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Freaking about things.

Sunday, January 17, 2010,1:10 PM

Hello. Before you say/shout anything, i'm sorry for not blogging again yesterday. Thing was, i'm kinda addicted to some things. Do you remember about Spore, the offline game i played? The one i categorized as a 'craze' at that time? Well, i quit it. =X No it's not my fault. I played until i reach the Space Stage, then everything became boring. I don't like to control the spaceship and fly around to planets and galaxies, i prefer to control the cute lil creature of mine, walking around or something.

And, because of that, i found myself another game. No, not exactly. I've always wanted to play this, just that i don't have the CD to install. Thanks to bro, he bought it for me. The Sims 3. ( If you've never heard about this game, you can go kill yourself now. ) Oh yeah, and apparently, like i mentioned previously, the creator of The Sims 3 is also the creator of Spore. =)

The cover of the CD.

Those pics are from Google. Meaning those are not my characters. If i feel like it i might screen shot my own Sims and post them here. If you never played it before, have a try. It's real fun. (:

Another addiction, as expected, will be Gossip Girl Season 2.

gossip-girl-season-2-dvd_394x512 [1600x1200]

God, Chace Crawford is hot. ;D

P.S. I should be revising now, or doing homework. But i just don't have the mood.
P.P.S Oh no. Did i abandoned Bleach? Shit.

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One war ended.
But another ignite.

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Hectic days.

Friday, January 15, 2010,8:51 PM

*bows* Guess you're already waiting for my apology. Yeah, didn't blog yesterday 'cause i was really busy, with homework and hip hop. Piles and piles of homework today too, i nearly couldn't blog. ( Actually there are still homework for me to do okay, i sacrificed my time to blog for you. Be thankful! --not like you guys would appreciate it anyway-- ) Even though i tried my best to do those goddamn homework at school, there must be some left for me to bring home. You would know that I hate bringing homework back home, if you know me well. =(

Something to amuse your day. --Maybe a payback for my guilt-- Smallest newspaper in the world.

No, don't ask me. I have no idea how you read that. Use a magnifying glass probably? *laughs*

I shall put a lil section here for some 'dedication'. Just ignore this if you don't like it.
You bastard. You have no idea how much i detest, despise, and loathe you. Just looking at your imbecile face make me wana puke. Stop thinking that you know everything okay, for fuck's sake.

P.S. Heard some good news today. *grins from ear to ear*

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What is Love?

Wednesday, January 13, 2010,6:36 PM

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught between your chest?
It isn't love, it's like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off them, am I right?
It isn't love, it's lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't love, it's pride.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't love, it's loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't love, it's loyalty.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't love, it's low confidence.

Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't love, it's pity.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't love, it's friendship.

Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favourite things for their sake?
It isn't love, it's charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
then it's love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
then it's love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
then it's love.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there?
then it's love.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
then it's love.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
then it's love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

--Author unknown.

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能不能再听一次你说爱我

回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
龚诗嘉 - 再一次拥有.

I never thought i'd said this.
But i miss your apologies. And your care.
Actually.. it hurts.

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Broken and still breaking.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010,6:42 PM

Sadly, school wasn't okay. Thanks to stupid PMS, stupid stomachache, stupid headache, stupid homework and many other things. Thank God i did my speech today, at least i've got some burden lifted off me. ( Even though i did it terribly. But who cares. ) Anyway, i know you guys had been complaining about the boredom of my blog these days. I'm really sorry about that. But the thing is, i don't really have the mood to blog this days. Maybe PMS, maybe something else, i have no idea. Please understand. (:

So as to compensate for the crap posts, i'm hereby posting this amusing thing. ( I just noticed. To me, things can only be either 'cute' or 'amusing' or 'boring'. Shit, i hate my lack of vocabulary knowledge. )

Do you have a collection of something? Like Cot she collects the fucking cute giraffe, and some people collects doraemon/hello kitty stuffs. I wana have a collection of something too, but i don't know what to collect! *laughs* Apparently, there are some crazy pen lovers in the world. The Pen Guy. *laughs*

Oh God. Can you imagine sticking all the pens on your car? What if it rains? What did he/she used to adhere those pens anyway? I'm seriously puzzled. Oh and, it won't be an expensive Mont Blanc pen right? If not he/she will definitely get mugged. -_-

P.S. Don't really fancy school these days. Or i should say this year. Homework every single day. Sad.

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I don't have the right to complain.
So i should just keep my mouth shut.

God, i've never been so pathetic.

Everyone noticed the difference about me.
Everyone except you.

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Tagged by Fiions.

Monday, January 11, 2010,7:52 PM

Omg can you see? Those are huskies!

Thank you Fiions! Oh God, this must be the first time i thank anyone who tagged me. Well, i was scratching my head just to think what to blog about today and then dink! *light bulb lights up* I remembered this tag that i was suppose to do god knows how long ago. (:

( No idea where is the no 1 and 2. )

WHAT WAS YOUR:
3. last text message = From dear.
4. last song you listened to = I'm All About You, Aaron Carter.

( Where's no 5? )

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = lol?
7. been cheated on = Thankfully, not yet.
8. kissed someone and regretted it = Nop.
9. lost someone special = Maybe.
10. been depressed = Of course. Lost count.
11. been drunk and depressed = Nop.

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12. Black.
13. White.
14. Red.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: ( I think she tagged me last year, so i'm referring to 2009. )
15. Made new friends = Sure.
16. Fallen out of love = Don't think so.
17. Laughed until you cried = Absolutely.
18. Met someone who changed you = Yeah.
19. Found out who your true friends were ( who ) = Yeah. But not gona mention, 'cause you know who you are. (:
20. Found out someone who had say bad about you = Wow, of course. Lost count!
21. Kiss anyone on your FB friend's list = Yes.

GENERAL:
22. How many people in your FB friends list do you know in real life = Three quarters maybe.
23. What you did last night = Have sex. God, what the hell kind of question is this? Of course I sleep at night. -_-
24. Do you have any pets = Sure.
25. Do you want to change your name = Most of the time yeah.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Stay at home?
27. What time did you wake up today = 6.20am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Sleep. -_-
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Wish come true?
30. Last time you saw your mother = Few minutes ago.
31. What is the thing you wish to change in your life = I wana be happier.
32. What are you listening to right now = The buzzing of my lappie's cooler.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Don't think so.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = PMS and many other things.
35. Most visited web page = here (:
36. Where you want to be right now = Mountain top. ( Minus the climbing process. ) Good place to scream everything out.
37. Nicknames = Demon, Yen
38. Relationship status = Married. [:
39. Zodiac sign = Oink oink. Pig.

( Where is no 40? )

41. Primary School = SSS.
42. Secondary School = SSS.
43. Hair colour = Black.
44. Long or short = Long.

( Where is no 45? )

46. Height = Fuck. Not answering!
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Chace Crawford? =)
48. What do you like about him/her = He's hot.
49. How long did your first love last = Who knows?
50. Tattoos = Nop.
51. Righty of lefty = Righty.
52. First surgery = Thank God not yet. ( i guess? )
53. First piercing = Ears.
54. First best friend = Yunnie i suppose?
55. First kiss = -_-
56. First vacation = China.
57. First crush = Forgotten.

( Where is no 58? )

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing.
60. Drinking = Nothing.
61. I'm about to = Do something stupid.
62. Listening to = Laptop buzzing.
63. Waiting for = Prayers come true.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids = 2 boys, 2 girls, and a husky. ;D
65. Get married = Sure.
66. Career = No idea, sadly.

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller = Average.
70. Older or Younger = Both.
71. Romantic or Spontaneous = Romantic. ( Occasionally spontaneous. )
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both.
73. Sensitive or loud = Average.
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = A little of each.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = Nop.
77. Drank hard liquor = Nop.
78. Lost glasses/contact lens = Nop, broke them.
79. Sex on first date = Nop.
80. Broken someone's heart = Sure.
81. Had your own heart broken = Yeah. Lost count.
82. Been arrested = Nop.
83. Turned someone down = Yeah.
84. Cried when someone died = Of course.
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Sometimes.
87. Miracles = Yes.
88. Love at first sight = Maybe.
89. Heaven = Yes.
90. Santa Claus = No.
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes.
92. Angels = Maybe.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Maybe.
94. If you have 3 wishes what would that be? = Wishes come true, prayers come true, hopes come true.
95. Did you sing today? = Sure.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = No idea.
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = lol.

( Where's no 99? )

100. Posting this as 100 truths? = No definitely not. There's not even 100 questions and some are not the truth. ;p

What are you gonna say now? There you go, i updated my blog, in spite of it being crap. Tagging nobody. See? I'm kind. =D

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Disbelief.
How can you do this to me?
Disappointment engulfed me.
Where were you when i need you?
You'll never read this so you'll never know.
Why can't you understand.

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The current addiction.

Sunday, January 10, 2010,7:33 PM

Noticed how i abandon my blog or just post lame posts these days? It's all because i'm lazy. And well, there's other things distracting me as well. PMS, Bleach, my novel, Gossip Girl Season 2 and Spore. Spore is this really amusing offline game that my bro introduced to me. It's created by Will Wright, and he happens to be the creator of The Sims as well.

Basically you start off being a cell, you can choose to be herbivore or a carnivore. Then you find food to sustain your life. And later, you become a creature ( with legs ), you can explore the land and your planet, you can be allies or enemies with other species. And you're promoted to the tribal stage and you have your own village. Conquer other villages or be allies with them. Later on, you reach the civilization stage, where you got your own city. Likewise, you can conquer other cities or befriend them. I'm currently at this stage. But my bro said that later i'll get to make a spaceship and travel to other planets. (:

The cell stage. Cute. =)

Creature stage.

Tribal stage.

You can change the appearances of your creature. (:

Note: All the above pics are googled. Meaning, there's not my character.

Oh, btw, i named by planet Sporangium, and my species are called Demons. Teehee. Just in case you ask, no, i don't know how i become addicted. It somehow seems more like a guy's game? But who cares, i love it. Have a try! ;D ( Just buy the CD for installation. )

P.S. Sighs. Tomorrow's school again. Damn.

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PMS is a total bitch.

Saturday, January 9, 2010,8:09 PM

Which explains my lack of interest for blogging.

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I should just shut up.
No one's listening anyway.

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The belated Genting post.

Friday, January 8, 2010,6:32 PM

Here i am with my Genting update. I hope you do appreciate this, because i actually have piles and piles of homework and assignments to be done. It's only the first week of school and homework is already piling up. Shit. I hate being a form 3. ( Except the fact that we don't have to assemble after lunch. Ha. )

Anyway, dad and mum and choco and I went to Genting last Sunday ( 3rd of Jan ) because dad bought fucking expensive tickets to watch a chinese new year concert. I was dreading the concert, because i'm not exactly a fan of chinese new year songs. But i was anticipating for Genting, because it's another one of our annual trips too. Sadly.

Before going out. The trio. Apparently it's boots day. (:

Me and the living room. Oh btw, this shirt is my first and only oversize boyfriend tee. ( Not exactly a tee but whatever. I forgot what it's called anyway. ) Love it. =D

Choco.

Me at the car. ( Thank God i look okay at this pic. I tried camwhoring but my attempts failed terribly. Choco took this pic btw. )

After an hour and a half --i think-- of journey, with Choco keep complaining that she wana pee all the way, we finally reached Genting Highlands!

Hello Genting!

Me and Choco.

Mummy.

Me and Choco again. Camwhoring whenever we had the chance. =x

At a shop called S & M. Couldn't stop laughing at the name okay, pardon me. But but but, can't help it! Sadomasochistic? *laughs again*

Then we meet up with dad --who, up until then was at the casino-- and have lunch at this chinese restaurant.

Long beans. Ugh. Not my thing.

Curry fish! My thing. But it didn't taste any special.

Steam eggs. Definitely my thing! (:

Rice!

Mummy mummy.

Choco and her 'Prada' shades. Roar.

After lunch, dad went to casino again. Mum decided to bring us to First World for shopping.

On the way to First World. Choco and mum.

Me and mum.

Me me me!

Choco.

Took this pic for the sake of the flowers behind me.

Me *points* and mummy and flowers.

Choco and Choco World! This is amusing.

Stop by for some ice-cream before heading to Arena of Stars. Strawberry and Chocolate. (:

Inside the concert hall. *no comments because i wasn't even enthusiastic*

Them singing chinese new year songs. I'm not posting pics about those singers and dancers, because it would bore me. Really. And it'll probably bore you too.

I was partway dozing off right there okay, so damn boring. I don't even fancy chinese new year songs, and plus it's not even chinese new year yet. I cannot stand it, eye lids kept drooping. =x And guess what? Dad and mum couldn't stand it too, so dad decided on going home halfway through the concert omg! Can't believe he actually did that. ( I know we're wasting ticket money but hey i don't really care. )

The one and only benefit we got from Genting was this.

Gossip Girl Season Two! It's not even pirated. *shrieks*

P.S. Finally done posting. Shitloads of homework still waiting. Sigh. And i found that i forgot to bring the exercise books for homework. Hew Chee Yen what the hell are you doing? ( Forgive me please, my brain hadn't start functioning properly since the big break was just over. Brain's still warming up, sad thing to say. )

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