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Thoughts overload.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010,9:00 PM

Me blogging = Rare scene. Since when had it become like this? Yeah well, whatever. How am i suppose to blog when i've got homework slash projects slash complications overloaded? I never knew being a form 3 is such a pain in the neck. And plus, the teachers change and change the projects again, and we're forced to re-do it. That is so unreasonable that if it happens again, i'm gona send my complain. Sighs.

Sports day practices suck. The UV rays, the mud, the bugs...you get the picture. When is Sport Day gona be over? Speaking about this, our dance performance is canceled. Again. It's postponed to Teacher's Day. Double sighs, another proof that our school have to improve their management. Kinda hate school nowadays, you know. I have no idea why.

Yes, i'm going to type crap here. I'm exhausted doing all those stupid homework that i need to rest for a jiffy. And typing equals to resting. I feel better blogging, somehow. Readers, i think you should already figured by now. I'm not gona be blogging these days, i suppose. Until i finish all my tasks. Which is practically endless, mind you. Plus, 2nd term exam is coming. ( I can't believe i'm saying this when Parent's Day is not even over yet. ) Hence, i'll be busy. Period.

P.S. Maybe i'll come every night and type some craps? Sounds like a great idea. Impractical though.

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I don't know anything anymore.

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Silence; Sadness.

Friday, March 26, 2010,9:42 PM

Can't live be this colourful?

If i were a boy
I think i could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

P.S. Internet is back. Cheers! =)

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I stayed at the same position, unmoving.
Still clutching the phone long after you've hung up.
Pressing it hard against my ears, telling myself that you're still there.
All i got was endless silence.
I closed my eyes.

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Laced with gray clouds.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010,6:22 PM

Cold As You - Taylor Swift.

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So i start a fight, 'cause i need to feel somethin'
And you do what you want 'cause i'm not what you wanted

Oh, what a shame
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away
No use defending words that you will never say
And now that i'm sittin' here thinkin' it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And i stood there loving you and washed them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh, what a shame
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away
No use defending words that you will never say
And now that i'm sittin' here thinkin' it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing, honey
But i cried, cried for you
And i know you wouldn't have told nobody
if i died, died for you, died for you

Oh, what a shame
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counted all the scars you made

Now that i'm sittin' here thinkin' it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

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I whispered those words you'd said again and again.
I will continue repeating those words, to the point that i feel numb.
To the point that it couldn't hurt me anymore.
Even though i know it's impossible.

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Thoughts unleashed.

Monday, March 22, 2010,9:44 PM

Thank you to that kind neighbor who's oblivious ( or maybe not ) to the fact that i'm stealing his/her connection again. Hope he/she doesn't realize it and set a password. Sobs. I'm blogging now, not because i wana update tons of pictures, but because i just feel like typing. Typing is fun, you know, it's a wonderful feeling when you put your thoughts into words. ( And occasionally touching your finger to the screen to wipe off those stupid ants which are climbing around shamelessly. )

School started today, and it feels just like.. school. --Oh how i miss this type of craps i used to write-- It was kinda special as we were given the results for first term, for some subjects. And my results was --still is-- disappointing! Yes i'm admitting it. But anyway, i think i'd kinda expected it, 'cause i don't think i did my best best. I'm gona go harder next term, i swear i swear i swear! (:

A teacher came in our class for relieve today, and he started talking about our class. After my analysis, i suppose he meant that we don't have manners, we're like flinty logs without any expression, we are noisy, we do not seem like what A class students should be. That's true to the core, i suppose. I think that teachers are disappointed with the way our class is. Not only this particular teacher, but others too. In fact, most of them. And i think we had really disappointed them, whats with our attitude --making noise like nobody's business and all--, our manners and our results.

When the teachers gave out the results for the exam, the disappointment is clearly shown on their faces. They had expected that as Joy class, we should have got better grades. We should have keep our mouth shut and stop chattering like maniacs. I think we're probably a big contrast to the Joy classes before us, and sadly we took the negative side.

But that's just how we are, and well i have no idea what to do to please the teachers. No i'm not trying to buy the teachers heart for pretending to be a 100% good student. It's just that i respect those teachers, and it's saddening to see them disappointed. Those teachers, they've tried their best to educate us, and i don't think we really appreciated their efforts. Like i said, I'm going to try harder next term. Hope you guys will too. Let's do this together. =)

And hey, i think there will be something to do with hair checking tomorrow. The usual. So, prepare your shields if you don't want to have your beloved mane chopped off mercilessly. =D God, it felt good to type. It's like, even when you type all the irrelevant matters and craps or whatever, you feel like a burden is lifted off your shoulders, maybe just for a moment but still. I don't want to make blogging a chore, i love blogging and i will blog the way i want to.

P.S. Can Mr.I-Have-Free-Connection be online tomorrow? Hope so.

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Stealing connections...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010,3:50 PM

Fortunately the neighbor of mine is online and i get to steal his/her connection again. Yes i'm feeling guilty about it but then i need to blog/facebook so oh who cares. Since i'm in a nice mood today ( which is decreasing rapidly on seeing ants still climbing on my laptop ) i'm gona update something short.

The other day was exam, and mummy bought us Golden Cheese Cake as a surprise. How sweet of her. (:

The cake that says 'Hime & Demon Good Luck'. It was meant to be a wish from mum for our exam! =D

Can't wait to devour it...

Coated with peanuts and cream.

Close view.

*laughs* Somehow i love the feeling of this stupid photo. =)

P.S. I don't know when i might blog again since the connection is not permanent and the modem is still dead. Plus i'm addicted to The Sims 3 once again. ;D See you guys soon.
P.P.S. Extra classes during holidays suck.

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Stupid stupid modem.

Monday, March 15, 2010,6:30 PM

Stupid TMnet. The modem they gave us for free was a cheap thing. The modem is officially dead now, which explains my absence for the past few days. I'm not stealing other people's connection okay, how pathetic is that? I don't wana tolerate this anymore sob. I have to friggin wait for that person to online for me to steal the connection. Argh i'm hating this.

Therefore, as you know, i'm not gona blog until i get my modem fixed. Well, i suppose you guys are used to my not blogging already. (:

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The demon is back.

Friday, March 12, 2010,6:54 PM

Exam is over, thank God. Finally i get to pry my laptop out of the shelf. And i find that there are ants climbing all over my beloved lappie. Sobs. Exam was okay, but i don't even wana think about the results. I did kinda terribly, and oh well whatever. I'm gona relax now!

P.S. I'm too tired to update/post about anything. Mails and Facebook to check. (:

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A dedication.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010,7:35 PM

No don't look so surprise, i'm blogging because today is an exception. You had probably guessed why already, since its the second day of the month! (:

This dedication will be short and simple, but from the heart all the same.

Happy 7th Month Anniversary, my baby. (:
You know i love you, and i know you do too.

Dear gave me this beautiful necklace. I love it very much, thank you.

P.S. I'm going to resume studying now. And i'm gona stuff my laptop in my bookshelf, seriously. See you guys after the stupid exam.

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