when you wish upon a star;

This weblog does not represent the thoughts, intentions, plans or strategies of anyone else.
It is solely my opinion.
Feel free to challenge me, disagree with me, or tell me I’m completely nuts in the comments section of each blog entry or my chat box, but I reserve the right to delete any comment or ban any person for any reason whatsoever (abusive, profane, rude, or anonymous comments) - so keep it polite, please.
Just in case.
If I say something stupid in the future, it’s better to be able to point out that the stupidity is mine, and mine alone.
My stupidity! You can’t have it! :)

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RIP.

Friday, February 25, 2011,8:33 PM

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I've never known you, but when i heard about your news i was overcame with so much sadness, i don't know why. It devastated me to think that such a young, beautiful life can be taken away like this. This is unfair... It really saddens me to see all your friends, missing you, and it made me cry despite the fact that i'm just a stranger to you.

It's weird that i would cry and be sad over somebody i don't know. But seeing all the things your friends said, all the feelings they had for you, it makes me feel that i've known you too. There's nothing i can do but this post is dedicated to you, i hope you see this in heaven and smile. =)

May you rest in peace and find joy in heaven.

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Stressed?

Wednesday, February 23, 2011,10:14 PM

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I'll wait.

Hello peeps, i know i had not been exactly a hardworking blogger these days, but i was just trying to be a hardworking student. Seriously, i'm trying to finish up the piles of homework, and to follow up my study schedule. I have a feeling that i would not get straight A's this term ): But anyway, of course i'll try my best. And you might want to know that i won't blog much these 3 weeks, until the exam is over unless i've got craps to brag about. My usual self, eh?

And guess what? I'm joining cheer leading for Sports Day, which seems really interesting after i watched all those amazing videos. ( But there's no way in my life that i can do those bizarre stunts, sigh. ) I've always wanted to learn cheer leading. Trust me there's so many things that i want to learn, that i'm very interested in. And it sure as hell isn't anything related to science wtf. But i don't have time! Oh how i wish you have 48 hours in a day. D:

Alright, enough crapping. Off to sleep, ciao.

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Awesome day.

Sunday, February 20, 2011,12:34 PM

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Date: 19th February 2011
Event: WinShen's birthday
Venue: KahPoh's condo, Forest Green Residence, Sg Long
Time: 5pm to who knows.
Attendees: KahPoh, WinShen, SyKuan, Kervin, Loong, SianFei, Joanne, KehLyn, Queenie, Ling, Shaun, Jasper, Edmond, JinShen, JaZheng, Justin, Richie, Ivy, Edmond's sister, Darren, YenWen, some people whom i don't know the name, and some guys from Sri Murni. ( Yeap we're a big crowd! )

( Note: Pictures in my blog are edited with effects and stamped with my blogspot. To get the original please grab it from my Facebook. I didn't post all of it up on Facebook though, sorry! )

The sad destiny of Miranda orange, down in the drain. Loong's accidental masterpiece. Sorry that i started this post with this unappetizing pic.

Mother nature, so beautiful!

I'm in love with the trees and the sky.

And the swimming pool! I miss this place heh, came here twice when i was form2. And guess what, according to them, i was actually wearing the same striped shirt i wore when i came here at 2009! What an amazing coincidence. ;D

And the playground. (:

Random activities.

Dragging people and throwing them to the pool. I didn't swim though ):

Beautiful ladies, Joanne and SianFei.

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming swimming swimming... *laughs*

Nice shoes! Left belongs to KehLyn and right, Queenie.

The guys (:

The girls!

Playing some kind of game?

Barbecue, which is like our main activity.

KahPoh being the mummy of the day. Thanks!

The sky was getting dark. Tell me, what is that beautiful doing?!

And then, we sang the birthday song, they blew candles. We were celebrating WinShen's, Joanne's, Justin's, and KehLyn's birthday all in one go. ( I know, the apostrophe was wrongly written, no idea why. )

*laughs* They played with cream. ( In fact i still smell of cream now wtf. )

They went to the pool again. :D

Queenie and Ling!

Them (:

And later dad arrived at around, 10.20pm? I went up the car and guess what? I was so surprised to find Fluffy inside! Hime and Dad brought her along for fun hehe. My baby is so cute i love her so so much. :D

To summarize the whole day, it was more than awesome. I really had fun and had a great laugh too. Thank you everyone! (:

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Laziness conquered all.

Saturday, February 19, 2011,1:15 PM

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Conscience told me that I should start my studying schedule now. But after playing with Fluffy, bathed her, blowing her dry, combing her fur and cleaning her ears i'm so exhausted. To top it off, my legs are suffering from the annoying ache from cross country yesterday, i'm positive that my legs are dislocated now -_-

Speaking about cross country, it was kinda fun i guess? Of course i did not get any placings, i suck at long distance running wtf. My stamina level is so low i don't wana talk about it. Heh. And for ECA, we actually played spelling bee for indoor games. Ok it's really fun, because i love words. English words are so beautiful. :D And i'm being random now damn.

Anyway, will be going to Poh's house tonight to celebrate WinShen's birthday, might update. Stay tuned!

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Dreading, or anticipating?

Thursday, February 17, 2011,7:27 PM

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I apologize for the short post these days because well, it's school and life's been really hectic. The upcoming exam is giving me tonnes of stress, and teachers mercilessly threw piles and piles of homework/project on us wtf. I find that i can't cope at all. Whoever said that form4 life is a honeymoon year, he/she is a big fat liar. How i wish i'm in the art stream...because the truth is that i'm not really interested in studying science/maths. I mean, i would want to know about interesting science facts, but i don't want to study/memorize it for exam. ):

And believe it or not, i'm more of an art person actually. I love drawing, colouring, dancing, designing, photographing, baking, piano, learning various languages. Above all the things mentioned, i don't even know how to do half of them. I'm just really interested and would really like to take classes about all that T_T but the science studies are really bothering me wtf and they ate up all my time! You would ask, then why did i took science stream? It's because i hate economics, business, ict, geography, and accounts which are all art stream subjects. What's worse, they are in bm and bm isn't really my best friend.

I know i should study now but i'm just too lazy. I don't feel like touching any school-related-books. I'll use 'finding a suitable pair of running sport shoes for tomorrow' as an excuse to skip studying heh. Speaking of which, tomorrow is cross country! *hypes up* I'm kinda excited because i like the adrenaline when i'm running, but i really suck at long distance running and i dread that i might die halfway lol. Seriously, i don't have any stamina and i'm so ashamed of myself T_T I'm going to spray loads of leech repellent tomorrow for sure! And i wish the sun would hide somewhere behind the clouds.

Good luck everyone, enjoy the run! And more importantly, go Blue House! (:

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Had enough.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011,10:40 PM

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I give up, not because i don't care.
It's because you don't.

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Singletine?

Monday, February 14, 2011,11:11 PM

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it really does.

Happy Valentine's Day people, do enjoy with your love ones! :) And this year, i celebrate with my beloved friends, mwah!

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Yes i'm emo.

Sunday, February 13, 2011,10:37 PM

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Yes well, what in the world was i thinking anyway? It was just a dream, you idiot. What else did you expect? You're not a little kid anymore, you should know that dreams don't come true. At least they don't, in my life. But is it really possible for a dream to occur in reality? Huh. Put it another way, it's not exactly a dream. It was a misunderstanding, it was my own fault for misreading signs. And it serves me right to be disappointed now i know that it wasn't true.

I'm not half as important to you as you are to me.

This, i am sure. You don't have to deny it, you don't have to force yourself to utter words that aren't true. Your silence tells me your answer. But you are a liar, yes you are a goddamn liar. I have no idea why i believe in you again and again and again and again wtf. Why the hell am i so dumb? Girls are supposed to have some special psychic intuition right, but where's mine? I see a trap in front of me, but still i jump right in.

Oh how persuasive can you be. How stupid can i be. How easily, i believe your words and your actions. How easily i fall into your freaking trap, climbed up with scars all over, and jump again. This is like a cycle, there's no ending to it. Friend, you really have no idea how much i appreciate you right. Is it funny, really, to do all these to me? Ok maybe you don't even realize what you did and what you say, hurts.

The only explanation is that you don't care enough, despite what you say. Every time i said, i'm never going to believe you again. But well, you see me on the newspaper front page saying 'Bitch stupid enough to jump into a deep trap right in front of her' the next day. Sometimes, things go unsaid. Things like me being your backup friend. Your backup plan. Your fucking BACKUP. You don't even bother. You don't even give a damn right.

I was always in the waiting list. I was the last. I was the backup that you find when you have nobody else. Fuck, i don't want to be a backup do you understand? Ok and here you go, saying that i'm not a backup. And there you go, doing the exact thing that makes me feel like a backup. Friendship, was always what i craved for, what i lacked. I admit, i suck at handling friendships. Most people that i talk to at school or facebook or msn, they are just normal acquaintances.

But of course, i have dear friends with me like Agnes Ling Yun, and also supportive babes like Jes and ZiSin. Thank you girls, i'm not talking about you guys here don't worry. I love you girls very very much, alright?

Anyway, i don't know what to do now. I'm a mess fml. You hurt me terribly, but i can't help but hope again and again that you will set another trap for me to jump in. Desperate much? Damn it, i'm an idiot when it comes to friendship, when it comes to you. Because deep down, i know i'm still hoping that we're friends. Best friends, like how we used to be. And now i realize i hate past tense damn. And guess what, you won't even read this because you don't come to my blog.

I'm nobody to you. Oh wait, i'm not nobody. I'm backup, remember? Yo.

Okay everyone, i'm just being emo. Ignore this whole post if it disturbs you. But please don't ask any questions thank you very much. P.S, don't make wild guesses people, i'm not talking about you.

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CNY Gathering.

6:01 PM

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Yesterday, Tenth day of CNY, we went to WinShen's house for...i don't know, to celebrate CNY, gather around, hang out i guess. Lots and lots of people went, around 20 of us, it's amazing that his room can fit us all. ( Because i estimate that my room can't even fit more than 10 person. )

Attendees: Me, KehLyn, YiXuan, SooKee, OJK, SeeYong, KahPoh, Kelvin, Jasper, Loong, SyKuan, MingYau, KengSeng, YowChuan, KahChun, LiWei, Darren, DingXiang, Richie, JinShen, Justin, ZhiLim, MengThow, and some guys whom i don't know their name, and some form5. Of course not all of us come at the same time ( if not we would all be suffocated already ) and some of them went back early too.

Note: I copied some of the pictures from Shaun's Facebook ( noticeably better quality since it's DSLR ). The others picture which are slightly blurred and has some weird quality come from my camera. ):

Of course, poker cards are essential for CNY.

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They were playing Mahjong! I never understand this game -_- But thanks to WinShen, SeeYong and Jasper, i kinda grasped the concept after attempting to play a few rounds with them.

Xuan and SooKee (:

The four of us. :D The sunlight devoured half of my face sorry.

WinShen's dog ( i forgot the name of the breed ), CC! Which makes me think of Coco Chanel... -_-

After that we --me, SooKee, Xuan, KehLyn, Jasper-- decided to visit Boon's new house nearby. On the way!

Rumours were proven true. Her house is HUMONGOUS and exceptionally classy! Can you see the glass thing at the left side? It's the spiral staircase omg.

Jojo, yeap she's a Maltese like Fluffy.

Dolly, a Pomeranian like PomPom hehe.

This is the PLAYGROUND at Boon's house. I was so awed.

Pretty girls on the swing (:

And SNOOKER. I was stunned.

The beautiful and elegant spiral staircase with that classy chandelier omg. I wana cry.

And the highlight of the day...

Yes, this is a LIFT. Inside Boon's house. A freaking lift omg! I was gona faint on the spot. It was really an out-of-the-world experience riding a lift inside someone's house. I thought lifts in the house were only supposed to be for royal families or stuff like that omg.

Later we headed to McDonald's for lunch and meet up with all the others. Thanks to my snail-pace eating, it was already drizzling when we were walking back to WinShen's house. Sorry heh.

What a cute picture :D

And we resumed our earlier activity, i.e. poker cards, mahjong, laptop, slacking arond, talking, laughing blabla.

For dinner we had Domino's!

The guys insisted that they pray before they eat -_-

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WinShen and I. Ignore my fugly face thank you.

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I was wearing KengSeng's specs lol!

After wards, i went home at around 9pm. Yeah, i really had fun, laughed like crazy, thanks to all of you. Thank you! :D

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And as for today, i went to The Mines with Hime, wanted to shop but we ended up empty handed.

Outfit of the day. Sleeveless top from Nichii --again-- which i love, but i have this feeling that it doesn't compliment me sob.

Fluffy searching for something edible, as usual. Actually, anything that is small enough to fit into her mouth is edible according to her. *laughs*

Till next time, bye!

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