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Friday, March 25, 2011,10:04 PM
So keep quiet.
Here i go again. I really have this uncontrollable urge to type every time. To express the ding dongs and ching changs and bangs and whams inside me, changing them into strings of understandable language. Aren't words beautiful? Okay cut the crap.
Truth is, quite a lot has been going on. I know it doesn't show on me, i don't want it to show either. But this is like, a major conflict happening inside me. Debating with myself everyday is just plain tiring, i couldn't reach the conclusion anyway. Yes? No? Right? Wrong? Serious? Just a joke? It's true? Or am i just being paranoid and thinking too much? You see, none of those questions have answers to them. So i have no idea why am i still killing all my brain cells thinking of them.
Sigh. It's frustrating, not knowing what i myself want. It's so annoying to the point that i feel like slapping myself. -_- I want, but i don't want either. Wtf is this. I want to stay in-between, i want to be in the middle of 'yes' and 'no'. But this middle region is just a temporary one, someday i'll have to choose which way will i go, forward or backwards? Dreading that day. Can i just ignore everything and let it be as it is? Ignorance should be a bliss, right.
Alright, back to life. ULBS coming up, projects, presentations, homework, laziness, lethargy. Summarize it into 3 simple alphabets: Wtf.
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Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
Gets 1 year older on every 19th July.
Trying to have faith.
Loves family, friends, Fluffy and life.
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