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Friday, May 20, 2011,9:12 PM
I try really hard not to think about it, i pushed the thought away as far as i could every time it appears in my mind. But deep inside, i know. I know that someday, this wouldn't be enough. Someday, i wouldn't be enough for you. Someday, you will become tired of me. Someday, you would just be fed up. Someday...you would be gone.
It's too easy to see this day, i can even imagine the scene. I don't know when it will come, but i know it's not far away. I dread it so much..but there's nothing i can do, because it wouldn't be your fault when you leave. If i were you, i would probably have left a long time ago. But you stayed, and this is already so much more than what i wished for, and i guess..it would be greedy if i ask for more, right?
It's okay, when 'someday' comes, i would understand why you leave. It would kill me, but i would never force you. People grow tired of me all the time, i just hope that you will stay a little longer..just a little longer. Do you know, it's not that i don't think about it. I do, i think about it all the time. But i'm not ready for this..i really need some time. Not just 'some' time, but quite a long time. I would understand if one day you become fed up and you're tired of waiting, you would just leave me. But i won't blame you.
The question is: When that day comes..
Will i survive? idontthinkso.
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Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
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