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When the beach meets the bitch.

Saturday, September 24, 2011,11:36 AM

On the 16th of September (Birthday of beloved MissGohSukPei), also public holiday, dad brought us to Port Dickson. This time 'us' included that bitchy little creature Fluffy, and she's the main reason dad wanted to go at the first place. Port Dickson was horrible as expected but there weren't any beaches near enough for us to go and we were adamant about bringing MissFluf to the beach.

She loves to travel ;)

Kissing session in the car, PD was an hour away.

It was hard to find a suitable place for us because most of the waterfronts are annoyingly labeled with the 'no pets' sign. After driving for quite some time we finally settled at an isolated seaside with no people around. Yes the beach wasn't the least bit beautiful, scrapes of rubbishes here and there even, but at least we have the whole place to ourselves (:

First we settled her in her bag while we eat so that she can't disrupt the whole peaceful lunch.

Our food that seemed retarded, tasted fine as i was starving.

Mummy and baby loves.

After our lunch we took her for a walk on the beach. I was so hyped up!

When we unleashed her, the first thing she did was gobble up the sand -_- As expected, since she eat everything. Literally everything, ranging from plastics to tissues to cardboard to wood to dirt to insects..

Aww she was so adorable with sand on her nose ((:

And she was chasing all the pigeons on the beach, it was beyond cuteness already. ( It's sad that i ruined this picture, i was chasing her worried that she might run too far away )

Blackberry's ambassador.

Awesome picture i love it ;))

Can you spot her? Chasing the pigeons again...

In the beginning she was kinda scared of the water and stuck close with me.

I wonder how can she melt me with expressions like this, even though it was just a coincidence that she blinked. Her feet was dirty with sand and mud but it's all worth it (:

Slight washing up before we begin our journey home.

Scrubbed and bathed her like mad once we got home, tried my best to get all the sand off her heh. I hope she had fun, after all this outing was specially planned for her anyway ;) Don't you just love Fluffy?

P.S. All photos courtesy of Yee.

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The sad thing is, i feel so fucking useless. I'm hopeless and i can't do anything, disappointed at myself over and over again )':

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Muffled sounds.

Sunday, September 18, 2011,11:38 PM

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Mooncake Festival.

Thursday, September 15, 2011,11:29 PM

Mid-Autumn Festival a.k.a. Mooncake Festival this year falls on 12th September, Monday. Following our family tradition, we went to mama's house at night. I even skipped my jazz class and felt guilty about it, but i relived my childhood memories and i wouldn't miss it for the world. (:

Casper; toy poodle, 4 months old and quite a new member to the family. Yes he's half bald because he just shaved, but he has got a really adorable personality. ( In comparison, Fluffy is so bitchy haha. )

My childhood. We used to climb up to the balcony/rooftop and do our kiddy stuffs. Every year during the mooncake festival we would light up the railing with rows of candles. It has been years since we did this again, and oh how much i missed it. Glad i'm able to relive it (':

Those sad eyes can kill.

All you want to do is protect him because he seems so vulnerable. ( In the contrary again, Fluffy is very damn arrogant and fierce no need people protect one. Heh. )

Plan for tomorrow: Port Dickson, dad mum yee myself fluffy. Yes we're bringing Fluffy to the beach omg. Dad agreed to this because Fluffy will be coming along, if not he wouldn't have brought us to the beach. ~~wtf why he pamper the dog more than us sad~~ Anyway hope PD wouldn't be as dirty as rumours said. Stay tuned ;)

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Sunday, September 11, 2011,4:08 PM

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"I knew that if i drove him away, i would never have to say I'd been left behind." --Jodi Picoult

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Inadequacy.

Friday, September 9, 2011,11:40 PM

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I'm tired of saying i should have, i could have. It's time to just accept the fact that i didn't. I wonder when will i get rid of this: laziness. It's pointless to make promises to yourself and saying i would when I know I won't do it. It's futile to be angry at myself or regret because hello wake up, I can't possibly turn back time can I.

Anyway what the hell, these torturous studies are killing me and i'm pressured because of my own lack of efficiency. And the worst thing is i'm not even studying seriously. I should begin hardcore study but the 'i'll do it tomorrow' mindset if brainwashing me.. Why do i feel like i'm always disappointed at myself?

Or, maybe i'm at the bottom of my wave and needs some emotional housecleaning eh.

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Being random again.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011,8:38 PM

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It'd been days since i last blogged, eh. School reopened and everything is moving in snail pace. Slow, because nothing interesting is happening these days and time went by so slow when i'm in the class not listening to the lessons. I can't seem to focus properly in class, either my mind wanders off or i fell asleep. But the exams are coming so i guess i'll have to force myself to stay awake everyday. I already missed a whole chapter+ for Physics. No i wasn't absent, i simply wasn't paying attention. And damn, now that i'm struggling to self-study physics i regretted for not listening in class )':

Do not mention about additional maths. Sigh i suck at everything related to calculations i guess, numbers aren't my cup of tea. After my second term exam i swore that i would study hard for my third term and be a phy&addmaths pro, but I'm nowhere near an amateur! I've accepted the fact that i'm lazy. Hmmph maybe i should do something about it. Or maybe not heh.

I don't want to go to school. I want to stay home and read all the babies i've bought. I have absolutely no time to read a proper novel now that the exams are coming and i hate to give up this hobby of mine. ): Speaking about books i can't believe i missed taking Giddens' signature at the book fair! Know what's the worst thing? I was at the book fair when he was giving out signatures. I didn't knew he came so i did not check out any events there damn. I've missed him TWICE why ))):

Okay i'm being totally random here. Off to torture myself with physics now bye. ~~do you seriously believe i will?~~

*Edited* P.S. Ohmygod i think Elecoldxhot might be joining Battleground this year!

*Edited again* Elecoldxhot is not joining Battleground after all.. sadness )':

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Bali, Day 4.

Saturday, September 3, 2011,4:24 PM

We didn't have any destinations to visit on our fourth day as our plane was at 1pm and we need to reach the airport at around 11pm.

Goodbye Bali! I swear i'll come back again but i'll definitely pick a nicer tour.

The ridiculous amount of strawberries Yee bought yesterday at the temple. (They were quite rotten the next day but mum forced us to eat it.)

My whiteberry and the frangipanis i took yesterday near the pool at the hotel.

Then it was home sweet home, Fluffy was joyous to see us (:

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On Wednesday the trio went to KLCC because i insisted on going to the book fair. Mum didn't know the way so we consulted our newly bought GPS, thankfully we arrived.

Wore heels because i've got the slightest doubt that i can't reach the books high up the shelves...

Lunch at Madam Kwan's, first time. Awesome nasi lemak.

But the ice kacang was disappointing, it was just syrup and ice.

Bought lots of books by Giddens' heh. Thrilled (:

And guess what? We went to the book fair again today because we didn't get enough books...

And we bought all of this. Satisfaction achieved!

School reopens tomorrow and exams are coming, dreadful huh.

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Bali, Day 3.

Friday, September 2, 2011,8:56 PM

The third day was another boring day but i was still happy because the next day we'll be home!

I ♥ Bali top that we bought from the market the day before (:

Buffet at the hotel for breakfast again. Thank God they changed the dishes.

And we went to some temple again sigh. But the blue sky and green grass cheered me up heh.

Mum always persist on posing when she take photos...

Laugh out loud she demanded that she want to take a picture with the humongous leafless tree and she actually sprawled herself on the ground, isn't she cute?

Bali you know i'm trying to love you. I would love you much more if i get to go to the beaches ):

Ulundanu Temple. I love this picture, dad was always wonderful in photography.

The lovebirds.

Daddy and us. I love you dad (:

Ah i love the background. But if you look carefully at the picture you'll notice that mum and I weren't ready for the camera.

The awesome trio.

We went crazy climbing on sculptures when other people just stand by the side and take pictures. But who cares? (:

Yee's stupid attempt (technically it wasn't an 'attempt' because she succeeded i know) to climb on sculptures again, love this pic though.

Gorgeous photograph of a white daisy and the bee/butterfly on top. Of course the photo credits goes to Yee, i really don't have the photography gene in me.

Buffet (again) for lunch at some restaurant.

Beautiful rose (:

Hehe i insisted that Yee take a picture of me looking at the sea. I really enjoy looking at the sea, i think i can stare at it in awe the whole day if you would let me. I'm in love with the sea. It's so captivating to the point that you can't get your eyes off it, yet it's so dangerous that if you go too close you might be drowned by the waves and swallowed by the tides.

The Tanah Lot temple (yes damnit temple again) was behind us.

Nature always makes me feel better.

I was elated to get the Frangipani heh. I even brought it back to the hotel. Originally i wanted to bring it back to Malaysia but sadly it wilted the next day.

Buffet for dinner at the hotel and it was nice (; The pic shows our chocolate cake for dessert. I've never known how to eat these beautiful-looking food properly.

Later, we went for a short walk around the hotel and went to bed. I couldn't wait to go home because i miss my baby and Fluffy so much i'm going insane already )':

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