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A date (:

Monday, October 31, 2011,4:57 PM

Dated baby boy at Jusco a.k.a our second home on Saturday because it has been so long since the exams, plus i miss watching movies.

Baby accompanied me to watch Real Steel even though he watched it already. It was not bad (:

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Second movie was In Time, starring Justin Timberlake and the gorgeous barbie doll-like Amanda Seyfried. I like this movie a lot because the concept and idea is unique plus the storyline is amazing (: No spoilers here, watch it for yourself it's worth it.
My piggy fell asleep though grrr. Hehe mwakss ;)

Cheezy wedges for lunch, i'm a cheese fanatic.

Haha the backlight looked funny. Baby's signature face :O

Thank you for the wonderful day dear, hugs and kisses xoxo.

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A summary for yesterday, it was Suria's Runway and Art Exhibition at school. Went over to baby's place in the morning, and later carpooled in Boon's car with Yin and Qing to go to school (:

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I performed a dance with my girls (Sweet Rebellion is love) and it was okay. Our performance were quite messy but at least we had fun (: i love you girls. (So sad Vee wasn't in the picture because she was busy being an emcee)

After the runway followed dear to Jusco for food. I love you baby. Thank you.

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Pastime.

Friday, October 28, 2011,7:01 PM

I'm spending the post-exam periods watching dramas (:

Gossip Girl is love! I'm currently watching season4 which we bought last week, and it's as entertaining as ever. Gorgeous people, awesome fashion, and of course those shoes. Having my Louboutin dream again... )':

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Ah, the joy :)

Monday, October 24, 2011,11:20 PM

Well, today isn't just any ordinary Monday. It's the 100th day of baby and I ((: But then come to think of it, everyday isn't ordinary when you're with me.

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Baby, I love you so damn much. You're always the best for me, no doubts. And i want to be the best for you too. None of the arguments/disagreement between us matter. It isn't important and it will not change a thing between us. Pinkie promise, okay? ;)

Happy 100 days piggy, bites! ♥

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Foooooood.

6:34 PM

Here's a random food post to summarize my weekend. (:

Korean BBQ for Saturday night with the trio. Ironically we did not order any BBQ stuffs.

Spicy korean rice cake (:

Some spicy pork rib soup, yum yum.

Sunday, Sushi Zanmai at Midvalley for breakfast again. I lost count on how many times already.

Salmon mayo, one of my fav.

Crab meat (or is it?) and mayo, another of my fav.

Scrumptious fried oyster roll :D

Weird udon.

After breakfast we went for frozen yogurt! It's my first time trying out moocow and it was not bad (:

Food is love!

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Self-hatred.

Sunday, October 23, 2011,6:10 PM

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PMS is taking its toll on me. Or maybe i should not blame menstruation. Maybe i should start accepting my own imperfections and incompetence.

Take a deep breath...and keep going. Of course i can do it, as long as you're waiting on the other end. (:

Oh i'm sorry for, blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
-Christina Aguilera; Hurt

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Unfathomable.

Saturday, October 22, 2011,11:30 PM

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#1
abyss (n.)
an immeasurably deep, wide space or hole that seems to have no bottom; void.

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Zero Kelvin.

Friday, October 21, 2011,9:00 PM

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Finally the month of torment is officially over. Sorry for not blogging, i couldn't even cope well with the studies. But thank you to some of you readers, for still visiting (: salutes. Anyway, to summarize these two weeks i'd say...absolutely horrible. Horrible in a sense that i did not prep well this term, and after doing the papers i felt like i've done somehow badly, but the weird thing is...i couldn't care less. The other day i realized that i've done a whole big part of mistake for physics and yet i laughed about it. Hormonal change? Is it good or what. (:

It's been awfully long since i last touched the laptop and the keyboard somehow feels like a stranger to me now. But for sure i'll try to blog more often, so don't go away! Have a nice weekend everyone :D

P.S. to My baby, happy belated 3rd monthsary ;) Love you lots.

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10000000 kPa.

Monday, October 3, 2011,7:42 PM

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Goddamn. Louboutins, my love.

It has been awfully long since i last blogged, i just didn't have the time. Do bear with this absence for another three weeks. Will blog more often after the exams i suppose. Anyway, i have a thought stuck in my mind: ~~I wanna suicide wtf.~~

I'm under extreme pressure, that's the thing. Stressed to the max. Because of the upcoming examination, yeah. The fact that i did not really study. The fact that i don't have enough time. The fact that i don't know anything despite studying about it. The fact that i'm useless at Physics and Addmaths. The fact that even though i have at least a bit of confidence in my Bio and Chem, i realize that i don't know how to answer the questions after all.

But the thing that is killing me most is expectations. The better you do, the more they expect. But damnit, i can't do it anymore. No one believes this and fuck it makes me feel like i have push myself to the breaking point to satisfy all your ridiculous expectations. I don't have to. Right? (Conscience says otherwise though..)

No one believes me when i say i can't do it and none of them understands. I am about to explode.

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You are the best ♥ I love you! (:

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