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Guilt.

Monday, August 24, 2009,7:27 PM

*Warning: Long post ahead.*

First and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY! =)
There's less than 0.1% possibility that you will read this, but then i still wana say that,
You're the best mum in the whole world and i love you more than anything.
I'm sorry for every mistake i've done, every word that i fought back, every worry i gave you.
There's a lot lot more that i can tell you, the gratitude of everything you'd done for us, the humour you shared with us, the unlimited love you gave us and tonnes and tonnes of stuffs.
But i'll compress everything and leave it to these three words:
I LOVE YOU! ;D

Okay, the update i promised yesterday.
Yesterday morning, as in early in the friggin' morning, as in 6.30 a.m.
The alarm rang and i was like, wtf? It's holiday!
Then i remembered: Jogging!
[ Choco and i planned to follow mum to the park to have a good jog the night before. ]
Then i went 'wtf' all over again, because i was so reluctant to leave my bed sweet bed.
But then but then, a promise is a promise, a plan is a plan, what's decided is decided and must be done.
So i woke up, wash up, and set off to the park with choco and mummy.
We did some simple warm ups, and off we go!

# The pretty lane for jogging. Should have brought a camera. =)

# Mummy jogging in front of me. Can you spot the mini Choco?

*There's suppose to be a photo here. A photo of Choco's 'sexy' back. I didn't think there was anything wrong/ugly/yucks about the pic, but choco insisted that i don't put it up at my blog. Respecting her privacy and rights (since when did i do that?), i didn't.*

# The play thing for kids. Love the colour.

# A random shot that i took. This is edited. I kinda like the feel, even though choco didn't. =(

7.30 a.m: We started jogging
And 10 minutes later...
7.40 a.m: We beg mum to fetch us home. Roflmao.

1 lap, 2 laps, 3 laps, and i'm done. Completely worn out. Exhausted. Fatigue. Lethargic.
Omg. I was so ashamed of myself. --Choco was too.--
Just 3 laps and i went kaboom. I have got no stamina at all.
I swore that 'Tomorrow i'll come and run 5 laps!'
[ But it's no surprise at all that i woke up 6.30 a.m. this morning, yawned, and... went back to sleep. I didn't wake up until 10.30 a.m. And my leg aches like shit. I found myself vowing that i'll never go jogging again. =X ]
Later we went for breakfast at Cafe Hero. ;D
Choco kept complaining about her "windy" stomach, and i was slapping her back even after we reached home.

After bath, mashi came, yin ling came, and chop chop, set off to Jusco.

# Outfit for the day.

When we arrive, choco went to meet her baby and mashi her it, so ling and I waited in front of the cinema for dear and li wei.
When they finally arrive, we went to Green Box. [ The 1st sin i committed. I promised mum not to go to kbox. She said confined space trap bacteria and we've got possibility to get H1N1. Even though i think her logic is kinda crap, but i promised. If i didn't she wouldn't let me go. ]
There was only four of us at first, and they wouldn't sing properly. =)
Then lucas arrived and sang sang sang, then kah ming joined us too, for a while.
He went to the cinema, i guess, after wards.

# Our room number 23. And omg, we ordered 4 sets of sausage fried rice. Roflmao.

# Lucas and KahMing.

# Ling and LiWei. =) Candid.

# LiWei's sexy back! He just wouldn't look at the camera. =(

The other pics are from Ling's camera, and they're super blur + dark so i decided against posting it. =X [ I didn't mean that i was Ling's fault, just that, well, it's always hard to take pics in a kbox. ]
Then it's time and we paid for the kbox. It was super hilarious that, LiWei went barging out of the room to pay, and the minute after he went the waiter came in and collected payment. LiWei came back in again. Roflmao. Can't stop laughing.

Well anyway, then we decided to buy a movie ticket. [ The 2nd sin i committed. It's quite a major one. Mum was really persistent about not going into the cinema at times like this when H1N1 is getting severe and the number of deaths keep increasing. Though it ease my guilt somehow that it had been three days without any deaths. ]
The movie will start at 2.40 p.m, so we went hanging around again.
Went to Popular to buy @-cash for stupid DX and meet up with all his crazy demands that we scraped the @-cash right on the spot and gave him the code. -_-
I was really amused about that.

Afterward we went to the arcade.
The guys were quite enjoying themselves, LiWei and Lucas especially addicted to the gun thing. =)
Lucas was even reluctant to go to the cinema when it's time, because the machine had some problems i think, and let him keep playing and playing for free.
We had to drag him away. ;D

# LiWei and dear playing the basketball thing. Why won't they get tired? It's like, draining all your energy.

# LiWei and his gun. =)

# Lucas and his. The game where he gets so addicted to.

# Dear shooting LiWei. This is not a candid shot, it was done deliberately. Ling asked them to do it. =D

# LiWei driving. [ LiWei, 你超帅的! ;D ] He didn't want his photo to be taken, but he had to stare at the screen in case his car went kaboom.

So after successfully dragging Lucas, we went to the cinema.

G.I. Joe - Rise of the Cobra, that's what we watched. [ This was not the poster at the cinema, but i can't find that one, sorry. >< ] [ I didn't really understand the storyline actually, due to my sleepiness. =X But the action part was great, technology was more than amazing, outfits very very cool. =) ]

In the cinema i texted choco and said "Feck. Cinema half full. Urs?"
[ It really was half full. I was getting more guilty. Well, if there's less people then mum won't really have to worry about H1N1, right? Not like we'll let her know we went to the cinema though.. ]
Choco texted back "Same.."
I texted "Haha. Wd movie?"
She texted "Duno what name d."
After that i got this niggling feeling tugging at my mind, I looked behind and try to see the people faces, but well, it's dark and can't see anything.
That time i was thinking: Surely she can't be in the same cinema with me, can she? I must be thinking too much.
[ Well, aside the fact that we've always have some psychic connection, Choco said that didn't know the name of her movie, and the 'G.I. Joe' doesn't stand out on the poster. ]

After the movie i texted Choco asking where she was.
I was not trying to be annoying, just that it's around 4.30 p.m. and mum should arrive anytime soon.
She said she was behind me, and ta-da, there she was.
We were in the same cinema after all. =)
What a gigantic coincidence.
Then she and her baby went to buy the bedsheet for our mummy, tomorrow --as in today-- being her birthday. We saw the bedsheet earlier and it was really cute.
Then me, Ling, dear, LiWei, Lucas, KahMing --i don't know when he joined us again-- slacked there for a mo, then Ling and me went to the Ladies.

We met mum while on our way.
That's when the trouble knocked on our door.
That's when lies are going to unfold, punishment are going to come, "Grounded" is going to be the verb of the week...
But no, not yet. Well. I called Choco immediately, sending her in whirls of panic.
When she's panic, i get panic too. Panic to the point that i think i became a bit paranoid.
After meeting up with her and planning and re-planning excuses and lies along with her baby, dear and Ling, we set off looking for mum.
Ling held responsibility to hold the bedsheet, --she's going to our home first-- because of course we don't want mum to know that the bedsheet was for her.

After buying some stuffs we went home.
On the car i spotted something that send me going 'Fuck!' all over again.
The friggin', tiny weeny letter 'S' on the bedsheet ruined my day.
Oh My God. Choco didn't look carefully, the bedsheet was for SINGLE bed. Fuck.
It's the only thing we got for her birthday and we have got no backup plans.
Choco panicked, i panicked, Ling panicked. [ Even though there's no reason for her to. =) ]
Then Ling went back home, and well, we opened the door for trouble.
*Skip skip skip. Of course no details are gona be provided.*

Then everything is somehow sorted, i guess.
I hope so.

Conclusion: It's been a very long day.
If you've went through this whole long post and read through my craps and complains and vulgar and the lack of pictures, thank you. =D

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I should stop lying.
I should stop wanting for more.
I should appreciate what i got.
I should be grateful.
I should start studying.
I should stop blaming things on everyone else.
I should feel sorry for everything i did.
I should stop thinking so much.
I should make amends of the sins i've done.
I should do what i said i should.

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