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Tuesday, September 1, 2009,5:27 PM

School officially started. School, as in our normal school, and R.I.S. Real International School.
Some student in our form went there. From form 1 too. Yunnie went to take the exam. Anyway, was practically begging PinMing to not go. =)

Mum and dad came to school around afternoon to discuss about the scholarship with the person in charge. Didn't get to see them though. Mum said i don't have to go if i don't want to. Was particularly glad about that. Actually, the subjects there are quite interesting. World History, Art and Design, Design and Technology, Sociology, Geography, IGCSE, everything in English. It even feels like college. But then, too much to let go in sss, and i don't think i have the guts to sacrifice. I don't think i'll want to cope with the change of surrounding too.

I don't like change.

I suppose that's the reason? I don't feel comfortable if everything keeps changing. I like ritual, i like routine. I always keep up with my routines at home, whether i'm conscious about it or not. Like, i think i always arrange my shoes, books, or other objects in the same position. Wearing socks right leg first, wearing shirt head first, contact lens right eye first, those kind of things. If i did something not like what i usually did, for instance wear my shoe left leg first, i think i'll feel really uncomfortable. I know i know, it's just shoe, and i'm gona wear both anyway, but then it feels... plain weird.

So if these little things are gona send me off guard, how am i going to cope in the international school where the surrounding is completely different and the people i'm gona deal with is different? Okay. Yeah. I don't mind Koreans, Italians, Japanese, Americans etc. In fact, i'm more than willing to befriend them. But i suppose i love my friends too much in sss. Not only the people. The memories, the familiarity. I can say i grow up in sss. It's my 2nd/3rd home. Even though i hate it a lot sometimes --teachers, management, facilities-- but still. I have no idea how to explain it. So i suppose i'll just cut my crap. Thank you if you've been reading. =)

And, like i say, school days are normal, therefore no long posts, no updates, nothing to talk about.
Considering that i've been blogging so much the past few days, uploading all the pics and everything, i think i'll take a break from pics today. Hope you don't mind. ;D
[ Well, even if you mind i don't care, because it's my blog and i have the right to choose what i want to post/upload/write. (: ]

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Shut up, brain.
Stop letting your imagination flow.
You may just ruin everything.
Damn you.

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