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Wary.

Monday, September 14, 2009,6:06 PM

School was kinda unbearable without Yunnie. But she took the initiative in visiting us after school anyway. =) I've got lotsa gossips/things/craps to tell you honey. Hope we can have a longer time to talk to each other. I miss you so much. =( Anyway, here's the update for yesterday. Being a Sunday, it was kinda boring, and i'm tired of books, so choco and I decided on watching a movie. We're trying to make it into a routine. A movie every Sunday? Sounds great to me. (:

After a few rounds of AVP vs Wolverine vs Blood vs Knowing vs Alvin and the Chipmunks, the last ones left were Knowing and Alvin. Me and choco debated, then after a recommendation from bro, Alvin and the Chipmunks won! =)

Throughout the movie choco was complaining about the voices of the chipmunks, which she find irritating, but which i find somehow cute. Whenever the chipmunks started singing, choco will groan like she got a migraine or something, and kept repeating that we should have watched Knowing instead. Aside from that, the movie went on okay and it's really cute and funny. Love it. ( Just in case if you didn't realize, that was my first time watching Alvin and the Chipmunks. )

At night, as promised a few days ago, me, choco, Fun and 'Uncle' Justin went to Jusco for a movie. Okay, the main point was meeting with Fun, 'Uncle' somehow tagged along like usual. (: We were going to watch The Ugly Truth. ;D

We were laughing over lame jokes at the car, just like we used to. Anyway, something really amusing happened when we were at the ticket booth. The Ugly Truth was 18PL, which i only realized when Fun gave me the ticket. But no worries, i thought we could sneak in as we've done it countless times before. ( Yeah, you should have guessed what happened by now. )

When i gave the woman my ticket, --She's Indian I think. Not being a racist, just mentioning so that you can construct a better picture of her and her accent if you're picturing this scene.-- and she looked at the ticket. Then she looked at me, took a double-take, and asked: Kamu umur berapa? Well, damn my spontaneity, because my hesitancy betrayed me, not to add that i don't look like 18 years old at all, anyone with eyes and brain can see. I was really hesitating of what to say, and Fun said: Dia 17. Sudah mau 18. And the woman asked: Boleh saya tengok IC? Of course i say i didn't bring it.

But well, we're looking really suspicious. So the woman insisted that i cannot enter the cinema. She asked choco her age too, but she kinda believed when choco said she's 18. So after some arguing and pleading, the woman went to see the manager and they relented, but only once, she say. --Not that she'll know it next time.-- So we succeeded! =) Next time i should not hesitate, that just made me more suspicious. FGS, who would think twice when you're just stating your age? But then... I don't think i can downright lie in front of her. I'll just feel guilty after wards.

The movie was great, really hilarious. Love it lots. After the movie, we decided to go to The Heritage for supper and a chat. After debating about Old Times Kopitiam vs Gasoline, the former won. We sat there and talk and laughed like shit. It's really a great fun going out with Fun. It's like, we can say anything and it'll turn out hilarious in the end. Feels happy to have a real long laughing session since god-knows-when.

Milo me and choco shared. Tasted like shit, really. My Milo is way better than theirs.

The peanut toast me and choco shared. Not really delicious actually.

Fun and Choco. =D

Fun and me! ;D

'Uncle' Justin. (;

At around 10.30pm we went home, and put a full stop to the day. Had so much fun. =D

P.S Lucas reminded me to mention this: 'That person who assumed that he's finish doing what he's suppose to do but actually he haven't, who asked advanced questions where he expect us to know, and not even providing the answer after wards is a lowlife bastard. 3 freakin' chapters in a day? Darn amazing, but downright stupid.' ( Our class would understand this. )

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The first time i looked at the situation and say 'I don't mind. It's okay.'
I'm glad that at least there's a part of me being grateful.
But when i say 'I don't mind', do i really mean it?
Or what i wanted to say is actually 'I don't care'?
But i know i care. ( I guess? )

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The Fear comes, but never goes.
It's always there. Like right now.
It's sitting at the corner, waiting, watching.
Waiting for the right moment to pounce.
Waiting for the right moment to destroy all i had right now.

Is it really there, or am i just thinking too much?
Is everything of this my imagination?
Just a mere picture i construct in my head?
If so, then how can the Fear be so real?
It terrified me to the point that I can't breathe.

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