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Friday, September 11, 2009,5:39 PM

1, 2, 3. And here goes: School was okay. Roflmao. There's a big mess up of the timetable, causing chaos and confusion. Well, i guess it's somehow sorted. Anyway, Mr.Ganesh came in for relief during science --i heard that the new teacher resigned?-- and he conducted a lesson. Actually, i kinda like his teaching. At least it got me listening and cracking up. It's really amazing that the class was half transfixed. =)

Sorry but i'm not gona post pics today, i'm too lazy and the history textbook is waiting for me. ( I doubt i'll read it though. ) Anyway, before i end my post i wana dedicate this lil section for my Yunnie. (: Readers may skip this. ( Clever readers who scroll down and see the freakin' long paragraph will skip this. ) But if you're LeongYunYi, you better read it or you'll be damned. ;D ( I know it's long, but you still must read it! )

Beloved Yunnie, i'm missing you now. =( It's really a pity that you went to R.I.S so suddenly, and we didn't manage to give you a farewell party or some sort. Really, it's damn sudden. I didn't know yesterday that it'll be the last day we're gona be at the same school, same class. If i knew i would have made it special? =) But then, i suppose it's better that i didn't know. That way at least we could spend time together like how we used to spend time, and keep that fresh in our memories. At least there won't be any teary goodbyes and hugs and all kinds of those. I know if we cried or something you'll be really sad too, and i don't want you to be sad. I want you to enjoy your time in R.I.S, to anticipate the lessons there, to be excited about the change, and to get better education, and to strive for your own future. You know, i'll really really really miss you, lots. It'll be completely different without you in the class. There will be lack of someone who i can depend on. Like home works, projects and class decorations! Damn you for giving all those to me by myself! =P Just kidding alright, i'm truly happy for you, glad that you made your decision to go to R.I.S. I don't know when you'll read this, considering your frequency of using the computer, perhaps maybe one or two weeks later, or probably a month. That time you'll already be kinda used to R.I.S, i guess? That way you won't be too sad reading this right? =) Okay, you're not supposed to be sad. I am! I'm on the verge of tears now... just kidding. I won't cry, i won't make you cry with me, no worries. (: I just want you to know that you've always been one of my dearest friend, and you treat me so good that i don't think i actually deserved it. I am a terrible friend, and you know it. I scold you, insult you, made you unhappy, thrust all responsibilities to you, laugh at you etc.etc. But you still cope with it. You didn't care about those, and you didn't stop being my friend. When conflict occurred between me and some of them, you were supporting me, standing at my side. When you saw me being emo or something, you immediately asked me what happened. You laugh at my lame jokes, you get crazy with me, and you tolerate with all my insanity. We've been friends for like, around 9 years, and there may be times when we argued, times when we disagreed with each other, times when we even dislike each other, but we always end up back together, best of friends. You gave me feel what they called 'friendship', and i thanked you for that. Even if you're in R.I.S, and we are gona meet less with each other, gossips less with each other or talk less to each other, i want you to know that you'll really really darn important to me, and we'll always be true friends, okay? I've written so much crap here, i know i know. I only wrote it because i'm bored and my blog is getting so boring... JUST KIDDING. I wrote it because you're a star, and you deserve this! =) You actually deserved a medal too, you should be entitled: 烂好人! ;D I know you hate this name, but i don't care, i insisted on giving you that! =D If you've really been reading the whole thing, i bet your eyes are getting so tired, you're maybe yawning, maybe you're wheezing again, or you're laughing like shit, or you're crying like a baby, or you're just indifferent to it. No matter what, i hope you can understand that you're a big part of my life. Oh, and please take care of your health please? You know you have loads of worrisome things on your health that set me on anxiety every time. Do take care of yourself! Or maybe, by any chance, a hot Korean guy can look after you? ( Oops. I'm getting jealous. ) I don't know how many times i've said this, but i'll miss you, a lot more than you imagine. Lastly, ( Yeah, yeah, the whole thing is finally coming to an end now. Your prayers are answered! =D ) i want to tell you that, I love you very very much. xoxo, Yen.

Do come to our class often and visit us, aye? (:

P.S. I broke a record! I just wrote the longest paragraph ever in my blog. I was laughing so hard when i publish the post and look at the length of it. Roflmao. How did i do that?

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The Joy and the Fear.
They blend so well together, it's terrifying.
I pray...

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