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Goodbyes.

Friday, November 20, 2009,5:55 PM

*Warning: Long post ahead. And i actually mean, damn long post ahead. Words heavy, picture heavy too.*

Today is the last day of school year 2009, i suppose everyone know that. To some of you, maybe you'll shout hooray and be damn happy because it's holiday and there's no school and you can enjoy and have fun all you want. You may have been looking forward to this day since god-knows-how-long ago. But then, to me, i hate the last day of school. Always hated it, especially this year. Maybe you'll start saying things like, You so clever mah. You like study mah. Of course you like school lah.

But no, no, no. I'm not clever, it's all because of my efforts i put in my studies. I don't like to study, i like to learn. I mean, i hate history and geography and living skills just like you guys do. I'm the same. I just studied because i need to. And then, i like school not because i wana go there and study my head off. I look forward to school not because i wana sit in the class and be 100% attentive and absorb whatever the teacher is teaching. I like school, because i love my friends.

And this year, i love Senior 2 Charity 09'. I look forward to school, because i wana step into Senior 2 Charity and be with them. Everyone of them. So far, this is the best class i've ever been to, the best year i've ever been through. We may be naughty, noisy, disrespectful, but we're a team, and i love them lots. I didn't say 'we love each other' because of course, i know, they may be hatred, dislike, annoyance, gossips among us. There may be those so called 'fake friends', 'betrayers' among us. Yes, i admit i may dislike some of them sometimes. We might have dislike each other, gossiped about each other, arguing, hurting each other. But then, after everything, i still come to this conclusion that i love them. They may have give me sorrows, pains, yes. But they gave me precious memories too. I've decided to forgive, maybe. Forgive, not forget. But i love you guys, i really do. I appreciated every single moment with you all.

I can still vividly remember the first day of this year when i came to school. My bus was late and i was the last to enter the class. Because of that, there's no seats left for me, so i sat at the most left corner at the front of the class, beside Alwin ( who is a bastard. *laughs* ). I was nervous, felt strange seeing those unfamiliar faces, but still comforted looking at classmates from the previous year. I was still a loyal Senior 1 Hope 08' student, so i didn't really look forward to Senior 2 Charity. What's more, i frequently wrote 'Sr 1 Hope' on my exercise books. I was appointed treasurer, and i didn't love the responsibility. ( Not even now. ;D )

And then, throughout the days, i've disliked some of them, like, really despise them. But now, i find that you really can't judge a book by its cover. I find that if you spend more time with them, understand them, then you'll grow to like them, and treat them as a friend, a real friend. ( Even if they didn't treat you as one. [= ) As the days passed by, i'd grow to love every one of them. I remembered SengWei, who often caused ruckus slash chaos slash war in our class. I didn't approved of him at first, but later i liked him a lot. He's funny in his ways. Then during April he left us, and surprisingly, i was really sad about it.

Then i've known better, i've known to appreciate friends, appreciate them who give you support, love, care, trust. And so what if they didn't give you any of that? You can appreciate them too. I know, there are actually some of them in 2 Charity that i didn't know well even after a year. People like CinLing, HsinMei, Jaga, WoonSoon, FookHong etc.. I regretted it, i think i should have communicate with them more. But what's the use of regretting? Hence i'm telling myself not to repeat this mistake. (:

Time flew like a rocket. Metaphorically. It passed so fast, that within a blink of eye, it's the end of the year, the end of school days, the end of Senior 2 Charity. I am really, really, really, sad about the whole thing. I can't bear to leave everything. In the morning i did everything slow motion, and in school i captured every moment with my brain ( and camera ). I wana lock those moments, those feelings, those emotions and store them in my mind, in my heart.

Senior 2 Charity 09'.

Love 2 Charity! :D ( The stupid stick figure on top of the heart was drawn by Alwin. )

My breakfast made by dear. The sandwiches includes eggs, tuna, ham, cucumber, pepper, mayonnaise, cheese. Damn delicious. Thanks baby. (:

Extras for himself and others.

Me and 2 Charity class teacher, Puan.Norhasliza.

Me and our assistant class teacher, Puan.Norfadzilah.

Acting cute? *laughs*

Both of them.

Me and our geography teacher, Puan.Roshaslindah. ( Okay, i know my face looks funny. )

And so i decided to take another photo with Pn.Lindah. But my face still looks funny, and i guess i'm born with it, so i gave up. Roflmao.

Me and our maths teacher, Mr.Aaron Chin. Dislike him at first, but later accepted his way of teaching and found that he's not a bad teacher after all. Can be a friend, too.

Mr.Chin with the beautiful background.

Me, our civic teacher Puan.Rafidah and Ling. ( Didn't really know this teacher, she's new. )

I Love 2 Charity, written by Queenie.

I Love 2 Charity, by Demon.

Xuan and her professional Canon camera.

Queenie and me! Love her lots.

SooKee and Ling.

Me and KahPoh.

Me and Ling. ( At this point we started taking pics and can't stop. )

There's lot more than these, but i'm lazy to upload every single one.

Kisses. Love you lots babe!

More kisses.

Look anywhere else but the camera.

No idea what we were doing. I'm taller than her! Finally. (:

Love this pic damn much. Seems cute. ;D ( Kids kids kids. Roflmao. )

SianFei, me and Ling.

Me and Joanne. We were always referred to as 'the short short one' in 2 Charity. But i have no idea why i'm always referred to as the 'shortest in form 2'. *laughs * We were also said as baby face. Is that a compliment or what? ( Btw, this is the only picture where my face is decent enough. I look like crap in the others but who cares? =D )

Me and my beloved Maple bag.

Queenie and Xuan's camera. =)

KahKin using our window as mirror. You can see your reflection if you stand outside.

Dear. Damn cute. *laughs*

Peace!

Tango slash waltz slash ballroom dance in the class?

Aha. Xuan started drawing on the whiteboard. Her drawing always look nice. The whiteboard was the main focus of photos anyway.

All our names were written, completed with 'We Love 2 Charity' on top.

Done! Love it.

Hearts, 2 Charity.

Masterpiece of Xuan. ( Words below are lyrics of Incomplete, her fav song. )

Everyone fighting to take picture of the whiteboard.

The finale, Senior 2 Charity 09' ( I wrote that btw. )

到此为止, meaning the end, written by Ling.

We were forced to erase it because we need to clean every corner of the class. Sad to see everything being wiped away.

Yen and Ling!

Love 2 Charity!

SianFei did the last of the erasing. I couldn't bear to erase it.

And now the whiteboard is blank. Sobs.

Candid. This picture struck me as funny because can you see? Ling was posing for the camera!

We arranged the chairs on the tables. Everyone was reluctant to assemble at Foyer C. We didn't want to leave the class.

Senior 2 Charity. ( Minus KahPoh, laughs. )

Senior 2 Charity 09'. Although not exactly all of us, but then it's okay i suppose. Love ya all.

Then we finally and reluctantly leave the class and went to Foyer C to assemble. Teachers gave short speeches, i didn't really listen actually. Queenie kept saying things like 'this is the last time you will walk into this class, last time you'll be in 2 Charity, last time you'll be in Senior 2, last time you'll walk these stairs' etc etc. Made me feel so darn sad! ): Then bell rang, and tada. The end of school year 2009. Said goodbyes, bid farewells, hugged, and that's the end. La fin, Au Revoir.

All this year in 2 Charity, i've learned something very vital: Appreciation, and gratitude. I thank everyone of you for giving me these wonderful memories to keep.

SENIOR 2 CHARITY 09', YOU ROCK MY WORLD!

Fate brought us together, and now the same fate part us. We may be in separate ways after this, but i will never forget these beautiful memories. I love you guys, all of you from Senior 2 Charity 09'. Cross my heart, and hope to die. Hearts.

P.S. I've spent for more than two hours writing this post. Seriously.
P.S. Happy Birthday to Aaron Yan! ( Didn't make this the main point of the post because evidently 2 Charity is more important. )

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