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Wednesday, November 4, 2009,5:44 PM
Mum and dad are finally back, thank God. Felt really glad about that, i can't seem to live without them, especially mum. Thing is, i'm super super dependent on people. No i'm not lying. I'll be dead without mum. I can't cook, can't do house chores, can't locate essential everyday-need items in the house, etc.etc. Therefore i actually admired those of you who can live alone. I mean, can do house chores, can survive few days or weeks or months alone at home. Example like Yunnie. She seemed to be able to do every single household chores. (: Finally got to watch bleach yesterday. Downloading QVOD player now, damn slow. Okay, yeah, well, i admit again, not much updates today. Seriously, nothing special, just those same old school days. Ah, the concert is like next Saturday, and our dance club probably don't get the chance to perform. I find myself being relief about the news and i'm a bit guilty. I should be unhappy right? =xIf you really wana know, okay fine, i'm not in the perfect mood right now.
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I didn't recognize the feeling, it was... strange. Was i in a daze, this state of numbness that i can't feel anything? Or was i in alertness, having constant vigilance and responding to every little sound, movements and voices? Or was it just pure anxiety? I have no idea, no idea at all. All i know is that, i'm getting paranoid. Am i thinking too much?
You didn't know. Because i didn't say. That's what my Devil told me. But Angel said, what if i'm the one who don't know? I don't know how to tell you. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to ask. I don't know what to do. I'm lost.
You can never imagine what i'm going through right now.
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Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
Gets 1 year older on every 19th July.
Trying to have faith.
Loves family, friends, Fluffy and life.
Criticizing and complaining is her profession.
Dancing and books are her passion.
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