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Monday, October 3, 2011,7:42 PM
Goddamn. Louboutins, my love.
It has been awfully long since i last blogged, i just didn't have the time. Do bear with this absence for another three weeks. Will blog more often after the exams i suppose. Anyway, i have a thought stuck in my mind: I wanna suicide wtf.
I'm under extreme pressure, that's the thing. Stressed to the max. Because of the upcoming examination, yeah. The fact that i did not really study. The fact that i don't have enough time. The fact that i don't know anything despite studying about it. The fact that i'm useless at Physics and Addmaths. The fact that even though i have at least a bit of confidence in my Bio and Chem, i realize that i don't know how to answer the questions after all.
But the thing that is killing me most is expectations. The better you do, the more they expect. But damnit, i can't do it anymore. No one believes this and fuck it makes me feel like i have push myself to the breaking point to satisfy all your ridiculous expectations. I don't have to. Right? (Conscience says otherwise though..)
No one believes me when i say i can't do it and none of them understands. I am about to explode.
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Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
Gets 1 year older on every 19th July.
Trying to have faith.
Loves family, friends, Fluffy and life.
Criticizing and complaining is her profession.
Dancing and books are her passion.
She’s insane.
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Love is something eternal, The aspect may change, But not the essence. -Vincent Van Gogh
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