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Affirmation.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009,5:20 PM

There's actually one thing bothering me for days, and i suppose it's okay to mention about it for the sake of all of your amusement. You know, there's ants crawling all around my laptop and i have no idea why. Seriously! Every single day i find ants around my laptop area. I mean, it's not like a damn big group of ants crawling around ( ugh, that would be disgusting ) but i often found one or two. I killed them mercilessly, of course.

The most most most amusing experience was a few days ago. I was sitting here, blogging, too, when i saw an ant crawling on my screen. Instinctively, i reach out and wiped it off with my hand. But then i realize i can't touch the ant at all. That's weird, my hand's on top of the ant and yet i can only feel the flatness of the screen. And then i realize that goddamn creature is inside the screen. I'm not joking. It's inside the monitor, it's crawling inside. I have no idea how it get in there.

I stared at it in amazement. Actually, it looked kinda like a 2D creature. To amuse myself, i tried poking the ant with my mouse pointer, of course i can't do it anyway. Then i keep staring at it, thinking how the hell can i get that bitch ant out of the screen? It crawled below the screen and vanished anyway. Mum said ants might be building a home inside my laptop, there may be some smell of my beloved lappie that attract them. What the fuck. Please don't bite off any vital things inside, don't want my lappie to get ruined. ( The laptop got hanged the other day and i freaked out. Was cursing those ants. )

And when i talked to choco about it, i started fantasizing thousands --if not hundreds-- of ants crawling inside the screen and... ugh. Wana puke.

P.S. Yeah well, didn't go anywhere today. Going to Mines Book Fair tomorrow ( most probably ) and might update. Stay tuned.
P.P.S Found another ant crawling around. I've lost count.

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I've always wanted to exchange roles.
When i think of this, the best example of these roles are good cop, and bad cop.
Unwillingly, i have no idea why, i fall into place of the good cop.
I'm not complaining, i'm okay with it i suppose.
But sometimes, i wish.
I wish that for once, just once, that i can be the bad cop, and you be the good one instead.
There are many times when i try to step on your role.
Step on the bad cop's position, the annoying, childish and arrogant side of the role.
But whenever i did that, you did not do like i hope, which is to reverse to a good cop.
Instead, you take a further step ahead, and become the devil cop.
And well, so what if i'm the bad cop now?
You're still one step ahead.
And to the devil cop, the bad cop is, of course, another version of the good cop.
And then i realize that i can never be, i can never change the roles.
It's preordained, it's destined that i cannot be arrogant, and i should stay quiet, and be good.
It's fate that i have to swallow all the words and hide all the feelings.

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