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Exhaustion.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011,9:54 PM

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Who does?

Hey all. Back to my meaningless, crap post. Well, these days i'm busy with sports practice and stuff. Stuff as in, the opening ceremony cheer leading performance. Ah wtf, i really don't get why we need to choreograph steps when we're just the background dancer. I'm really reluctant to do that, you know, it's exhausting. I'm losing my voice with all the shouting, why the hell should i lead 30+ people i don't get it! *throws tantrum*

Plus, some of the people are not cooperative at all. I get it that you don't like doing it, well, guess what, me neither. Just like you guys i don't want to do it either, it's more than boring. But for God's sake, you have to do it no matter what, it's not like you have a choice. So can't you just put in a lil effort and make my life easier -_- Super pissed off. But of course i wouldn't do the scoldings because.. i'm just too kind heh.

Anyway, been skipping lots of classes lately and i hate that too. I mean, fooling around and resting and playing with my girls are fun, but i don't think i can catch up with some of the subjects sob. Oh did i mention that Fluffy is sitting comfortably on my lap now? She's looking at me with those killer doe eyes and i forgot what i wana write next.

It's gona be a busy week, with the practices and rehearsals, and this Saturday it would be Parent's Day, track event next Tuesday, Sport's Day next Saturday. And lots of things on my mind, i'm in this pre-explode state now. Fluffy is staring at me again! What did i wana write next? wtf. Alright anyway, i couldn't care less if you don't read this at all. Like i've said countless times before, blogging is just a medium for me to express what i want to say. It helps in releasing stress heh. Gotta go now, have a nice day!

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I don't know what i want, i really don't.
I know i'm being so selfish right now, and i hate myself for it.
But i don't want to have it any other way either.
What to do?

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