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Wednesday, April 13, 2011,7:14 PM
That's why i broke, i guess. No one handle me with care.
Don't ever get your hopes up, because the more you expect something, the more disappointed you will be when it didn't happen. I guess this is karma? This is what i get from being selfish all this while, this is what i deserve. Well... there's nothing i can do, right. It serves me right. A bitch always get a bitchy ending, of course, what else did i expect. I always wished that things were different, but who am i kidding?
There are no miracles, there will not be. I believe in miracles in this world, just that it wouldn't happen to me. You always get what you deserve. Maybe i'm just born to accept this fact, accept that i will be thrown away, abandoned, unwanted, uncared for. I should keep quiet, lick my wounds, shut the fuck up, right. But it's tired getting hurt every time...
The truth is it fucking hurts. -_- Trying to act nonchalant about it but i failed, so pathetic right. It hurts because it's not the first time, it hurts because i'm so used to this kind of pain, it hurts because i have to go through it again and again. Is this some kind of game that God is playing? Maybe before i was born, God wrote the letters 'T-O-Y' across my forehead. Maybe God even wrote a small '70% discount, fun to play with!' on my face. Sad case.
Oh shit, i'm so fucked up.
And you would never know
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Named Evelyn; CheeYen.
Born 16 years ago.
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